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EPISODE · Oct 18, 2025 · 29 MIN

My Child Died. Can Psychedelics Tell Me Why? Part 2: The Answer

from Secret Wilderness · host The Parable Foundation

John & his wife were destroyed. After 9 months of reading the right books & eating the right foods & taking the right classes… after getting all green lights from doctors, Ocean, their son, died in childbirth. It didn’t make any sense to John. How could this happen to him? Why did this happen to him? Why him?This is the question he explores on a massive dose of psychedelics. Chapters(00:00) Intro. (03:36) Why ?(04:22) Can psychedelics help?(05:16) 85 mg of 4-AcO DMT.(07:56) The answer.(13:23) Being another person. (16:30) 10 mg of penis envy. (17:54) Am I weak?(19:36) John stands up for himself. (22:27) Leaving everything. (25:31) The giant trip.Secret Wilderness' theme song is “Winter Solstice” by Löwenzahnhonig. Released by Inselgruppe, published by A Tree in a Field.We used the tracks “Lost Place Atmospheres 001,” “The Backrooms Music Vol. 11,” & “First Steps On Mars” by Sascha Ende. This music is free for commercial use under the CC BY 4.0 license.

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