My Pathetic Cry Baby Stream. Pathetic but REAL.

I'm having a really hard day and the mask won't stay up.  So here I am, pathetic and crying like a little wuss.  I'm literally baring my soft spots and revealing more than I probably should about my medical condition.  It helps to get it all out and be accountable for my words, so I'm going to leave this up with the hope it helps someone out there feel not so alone. Topics discussed or mentioned: Lyme Disease, severe Lymphedema, medication, depression, anxiety, disability, mortality, medical ignorance, hopelessness and loss of independence.