My Personalities Say I have a Disability

New Life Starting a new life is not easy to do Especially when memories creep up on you Forcing a smile is now my face While internal scares won't erase My thoughts are my own when even they're not Made up of actions from other people I've got Pain is formed in a shape I don't know That haunts my life so I can't grow I want so much to think in a different way But my mind plays tricks with me and always wanting to play How do I get to a me that's not the same When everything else feels like a game My time is borrowed, and my world is blue Mayne tomorrow my life will find a different new