My Queer Dreams (poly interest) & a Story of a Guy Crush from the Past

My Queer Dreams (poly interest) & a Story of a Guy Crush from the Past. I had almost forgotten that I’d had a crush on a guy a once met. It went super weird! Mind you I was still intermingling with this ultra religious church group. So crushes, dating, hangouts and interactions were quite odd. And I was often surrounded by a lot of people who were awkward about concepts such as dating, crushes, and basically anything that had to do with either homosexuality or sexuality in general.