My Schizophrenic Mind | We All Have Executive Dysfunction

Check me out on Apple Podcasts and Spotifywhy this is so confusing and nobody helps me, version five thousandHolding all of this in my conscious perception, with the plethora of true and false, expanding my mind beyond hierarchical thinking through rewiring it therapeutically, to ride my affliction of mind, has brought me towards thinking outside boxes of normality. This is why I cannot fill out forms. The executive dysfunction we all have is present within me, amplified by my unique situation, along with the history of trauma in my life, and the extreme level my mind’s expansion makes it difficult to fight through containing myself, and that inborne body spite is why I won’t even try. I need help to live and I’m over pretending it’s going to work any other way. To hold this penrose staircase of possibility within me, explained here, and operate inside it, has done the rewiring. It’s not a bad deal except for the consequences brought upon me by the world around.My body has intelligence and knows things. I’ve been writing to dig deeper. I think people’s hearts mate with another when young, then they forget, and live in great spite of how the world led them to think it wrong, taking to addiction and lies of stress for what they’d forgotten. We’ve lost the knowledge to understand our feelings as the truth they are. We all know who are person of people is when we dig into our bones. For some people that is more surprising than others.That’s why I’m buying PlayStation 3 games still.New eBay Orders (I sold my Xbox)Castlevania: Lord of ShadowsStar Ocean: International (I’ve always wanted to try one of these shitty games for three minutes)Fight Night: Round Four (I needs it)Tiger Woods 10 (I just miss golfing and Hot Shots isn’t cutting it alone)Ini & Ouihttps://www.daphnegarrido.com/p/ini-and-oui-hidden-chambers?r=2cd8qtSuspended in Gaffa, y’all This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com