Negotiations

Are you doing this right Because I know you haven't found it yet Are you sort of slipping because you're seriously low But I haven't got assurance And I haven't got a track And i haven't got but one ambitious knack Are you taking it alone So now it's on your shoulders Are you watching it grow Just like a surge that once was in you I felt that surge Horrified but I'm watching it grow And though my shoulders are weak I can take it alone So I take another breath And I take another drink And I realize how little all this means Not just low but lonely Slipping on an upward slide And no I haven't found it And I don't know if I'm doing this right Maybe you were meant to be there Because I know you haven't found it yet.