Never In A Million Years.....

This is another In-tolerable House of Whores conversations I was able to record. It's was incredibly weird because for about three or fours days in a row I would walk around Downtown San Diego and inevitably find myself literally on their doorstep. My favorite book and self referenced character is Odd Thomas by Dean Koontz. Odd has a unique ability for something he refers to as Psychic Magnetism. Basically, a paranormal version of the law of attraction. You attract what you are thinking about and sending out into the world via thoughts or brainwaves. I dont know how three days in a row I ended up truly outside their motel room doors (Harborview, The Westin and a real shit hole near the SD sports arena. ) I walked for hours not knowing what to do or where to to go, only that I needed or wanted to kill these people that had ruined my life for financial gain. It scared me at the time and I know, as you can clearly hear because I am not schizophrenic, like I was told and lied to by my family for years, scared them as well. I don't know nor do I fully understand everything that has happened to me this past year but a friend told me today I was picked for a reason. I don't know what that means but I guess I will find out some day. Probably, my last day.....