No help in Israel - is it a test from GOD ?

Less and less listener but it was what I did expected as I am on the good side and not the bad side.I talked to heaven today that this war is not my war as I am not in heaven and can't win a war in the spirit, they need to take this war and not place it on me.I can stop to travel to Israel as the money came from heaven and nothing I got from my retirement. I can give it back to GOD if there is no help in Israel.Heaven need to tell me what to do in this situation. I can travel to Israel but it is stop to help me when I arrive in Tel Aviv I can drive to a hotel close to the airport and turn back to Sweden if nothing happen and it will be a answer to me also what is going on in Israel.