Not a curiousity

I have something to express ,that is clear to me and will be to you. I am departing from your expectations and cannot be contained by those expectations.There are reasons why I am this way many of which are pure analytical process others which relate to explanations of the physical world some that are theological.There is no alternative for myself but this,I have tried and failed to not express myself but the world progresses and I have a responsibility to act.If you have found me,hold on tight and find your way to understand and preserve what you find of value to those whom may also require it.