Not Myself

Produced by Mike Nickelson Mixed & Mastered by Bradley Denniston Artwork by Sina Shagrai Follow Tommy G. on Social Media: Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tommygrhymes/ TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@tommygrhymes Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/tommygrhymes Lyrics: Another grey day go by, sipping on an 805 Living on the low like an 808, how I stay so great? My state of mind Hunting for the ace of diamonds, I’ma take my time But afraid that I will fade if I take a break gotta face the fire In the belly of the beast got ate alive, help me I’m weak I ache inside Well-being needs a way to thrive, tell me at least how you change the tide
Weight of the world gunna break your spine, why I always gotta fake I’m fine? Gunna overcome this great divide, when its all done I’ma make ya mine You’ll never know me but thank you for just trying to Forever lonely, I’m at peace with my solitude Only, only gotta piece but I want all of you Got hurt a couple times so I’m putting up a wall or two I get it in abundance but its never quite enough I’m living in a dungeon and its hard to open up I’m having trouble trusting, its not as we discussed
Bout to ma-ma-malfunction well within a month I’m on my own, yeah I gotta go Gimme a dose, I need it now, now, now, now I’m all alone, don’t tell me I know, yeah Feeling my woes, I’m going down, down, down, down I’m unwell, in my shell, not myself (not myself) I’m in hell, need some help with my health (with my health) I’m unwell, in my shell, not myself (not myself) In my shell, not myself (not myself) Everyone ask you “why you been in a bad mood?” Making me nuts like a cashew, getting under my skin like a tattoo Suddenly I’m in a vacuum, of sad news, my own thoughts I’ll be back soon with a cold heart but I’m past due with my loan shark If I’m okay send a post card, there’s no way that the coast guard Can make it out to make me, yeah I’m too far out to sea Need a key like Bach and Mozart cuz I’m itching to be free But my soul starts to explode so I’m dodging the debris yeah Man its all a blur, all a blur Why’d I have to fall for her? I’m blue just like an officer Who am I? Not so sure but speech is king like Colin Firth I’m giving you my solemn word, lifeline who you calling first? I’m coping, I’m just coping need to medicate I’m just hoping, I’m just hoping for some better days The devil say hello man why I gotta let him stay? I’m praying to the God who made the seven days, but I’m I’m on my own, yeah I gotta go Gimme a dose, I need it now, now, now, now I’m all alone, don’t tell me I know, yeah Feeling my woes, I’m going down, down, down, down I’m unwell, in my shell, not myself (not myself) I’m in hell, need some help with my health (with my health) I’m unwell, in my shell, not myself (not myself) In my shell, not myself (not myself)