Hello everyone, it's Robin and today I want to reflect on something more personal that I realized I did and I kind of want to talk through it really quickly. I realized recently, or not recently, actually it's been a while, that I do not say things sometimes. What I mean by that is I don't say very often that I miss someone for example. I don't necessarily say how I feel about someone repeatedly.
I might say it once in a long while, but oftentimes I just don't say it outright. At first I knew it was because I felt a little bit weird about it, but I didn't know why. And so how I can remedy it is if you don't say things like that are obviously really fucking important. How do you maintain relationships?
My reasoning is that I like to show things like this more than I like to say them. So I'll call someone if I miss them, but I don't necessarily need to, I feel the need to say that I miss them because I feel like my actions are kind of reflect that. And the problem, it's all good except the problem is I like when people say things like this. Not in the sense, not in a statistical sense.
I like when people say things like this because it tells me exactly what their intentions are. And so where I believe, I feel like my actions are kind of hypocritical is that I don't necessarily want to say it outright and would rather have my actions to show something because I believe that that's more quality. I don't know how to say it. But at the same time, I like when people say it, just clearly put it to me because I can tell my interpretation of some actions.
So yeah, thank you for listening and have a great day.