Of Darkness & Light | Official Introduction

let’s talk about self-cursesThis is one of my favorite things I've ever made. I still went really quickly.We idolized products of superficial lie made into cultural touchstones. Where is a real person making art?The way I laugh and giggle at the line deliveries I love, right afterwards, is how I write, always, I hear my subconscious talking to me.After I recorded the self-curses line it said, “That’s the one.”That’s why I think I feel the future sometimes, at the end I was giggling so hard, and that feels like a culmination of laughs created in my own future. Same with laughing after certain deliveries. But I think that’s just an intricate delusion from my subconscious. Think, is the key, it’s unprovable as of yet. Holding that balance of earnestness is key to healing schizophrenia.You cannot pretend to know things you don’t know and have your subconscious working with you…That’s the time delusion/not-delusion though, which I work with in my writing and creating which makes me wonder about time. This is a public episode. If you would like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit opheliaeverfall.substack.com