On the Edge

I like to be on the edge of what I have.I like not knowing where my next meal will come from.It gives me sweet pleasureTo ride upon providence.So a strategy brewsTo shed what I have quickly- To invest it into the ones I loveBefore my right handCan know what my left hand is doing,And to spread my bread upon the watersAnd thus be ever on the very wake Of what God provides.This post seems contradictory to the last one.But I sense a resolution Though it’s hard to describe.I think that it is something likeShed more often, and outsource the frugality Wherever possible to the ones you serve.