On your mind

This is a song about my ex that I keep letting walk back into my life he cheated on me with my best friend he also made me a side chick in a relationship I didn't know about and I kept letting him back into my life because how deeply I live in love with him now that I'm in a happy relationship he's trying to walk back into my life I don't know what I should do about it he still my best friend and one of my only friends but he was my first true love I just can't keep being in constant pain because of him so this is a song dedicated to him off and on saying how much he misses me and how much he wants to be with me and how stupid he was for not getting back with me and saying I should dump my boyfriend for him and I told him a million times I would not do that to my boyfriend and I love my boyfriend so I'm going to send this to him and that time and tell him sounds rude but after all he's done to me kind of sucks slept with my best friend the night after he told me that he loved me and in the same bed so I think it's only fair I've wanted to write a song about it for a while so now that I have I will probably fix the lyrics because they're not greatest I'm also sick so I'll probably redo this once I get better so let me know if I should fix it and make it a real song