Our Family Knows We're Crazy w/ Mark Steeves

from Nephilim Death Squad · host TopLobsta Productions

“My family thinks I’m crazy”… but what if you’re just asking the right questions?In this episode of Nephilim Death Squad, Raven and TopLobsta sit down with Mark Steeves, host of the My Family Thinks I’m Crazy podcast, to talk about what it’s like living on the edge of alternative research, conspiracy culture, and spiritual curiosity—especially when the people closest to you don’t understand it.Mark shares his journey into podcasting, how his show grew out of questioning mainstream narratives, and the real-life consequences of going down rabbit holes that most people avoid. The conversation explores the tension between truth-seeking and maintaining relationships, and how many people exploring these topics end up feeling isolated from family and friends.The episode also dives into:Why people get labeled as “crazy” for questioning narrativesThe origin and growth of the My Family Thinks I’m Crazy podcastNavigating family dynamics while researching conspiracies and the paranormalBuilding community through podcasting and alternative mediaThe overlap between spiritual curiosity, conspiracy research, and personal identityHumor as a coping mechanism when your worldview doesn’t match everyone else’sBlending humor with real talk, this episode captures what it’s like to live in two worlds at once—the everyday world, and the one where you start questioning everything.🧠 IN THIS EPISODE (FROM TRANSCRIPT)Mark Steeves’ podcast journey (My Family Thinks I’m Crazy)Family reactions to conspiracy and alternative researchFeeling isolated vs finding community onlineThe stigma of being labeled “crazy”Podcasting as a way to process ideas and connect with othersHumor and self-awareness in fringe conversationsBalancing relationships while exploring controversial topics📢 CONNECT WITH TODAY’S GUESTMark Steeves — My Family Thinks I’m CrazyPodcast ► https://myfamilythinksimcrazy.comYouTube ► https://www.youtube.com/@MyFamilyThinksImCrazyX (Twitter) ► https://x.com/MFTICPodcastInstagram ► https://www.instagram.com/myfamilythinksimcrazy00:00 – Intro Theme00:53 – Welcome to Nephilim Death Squad01:00 – Patreon Plug & Show Setup🎙️ GUEST INTRO02:05 – Introducing Mark Steeves02:30 – “My Family Thinks I’m Crazy” Podcast Mention🧠 ORIGIN STORY05:40 – How Mark Got Into Podcasting07:50 – Early Influences & Questioning Narratives👨‍👩‍👧 FAMILY DYNAMIC12:10 – Family Reactions to His Beliefs14:45 – Being Labeled “Crazy”18:20 – Balancing Relationships While Researching🌐 CONSPIRACY / ALT MEDIA SPACE22:30 – Entering the Alternative Media World26:10 – Podcast Growth & Community Building🧍‍♂️ ISOLATION VS COMMUNITY30:45 – Feeling Isolated vs Finding Like-Minded People34:20 – Online Communities & Support🎤 PODCASTING AS OUTLET38:10 – Using Podcasting to Process Ideas41:50 – Conversations With Guests🧠 IDENTITY + BELIEF45:30 – How Beliefs Shape Identity49:00 – Spiritual Curiosity & Research😂 HUMOR + SELF-AWARENESS52:40 – Using Humor to Cope56:10 – Knowing When Things Sound “Crazy”🔄 BROADER REFLECTIONS1:00:30 – Why People Question Narratives1:05:15 – Cultural Perception of “Truth Seekers”🧩 LATE EPISODE DISCUSSION1:10:40 – The Future of Alternative Media1:16:20 – Maintaining Balance in Real Life🔚 OUTRO1:22:30 – Final Thoughts1:25:00+ – OutroBecome a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/nephilim-death-squad--6389018/support.☠️ Nephilim Death Squad — New episodes 5x/week.Join our Patreon for early access, bonus shows & the private Telegram hive.Subscribe on YouTube & Rumble, follow @NephilimDSquad on X/Instagram, grab merch at toplobsta.com. Questions/bookings: [email protected] — Stay dangerous.

Episode metadata supplied by the publisher feed · Published Mar 25, 2026

Embed this episode

Attribution link and audio player

NOW PLAYING

Our Family Knows We're Crazy w/ Mark Steeves

0:00 1:38:52

1×

No transcript for this episode yet

We transcribe on demand. Request one and we'll notify you when it's ready — usually under 10 minutes.

Share this episode

Similar Episodes

No similar episodes found.

Similar Podcasts

Oh, Hello: the P'dcast Gil Faizon, George St. Geegland She was the People’s Princess and they were two men who hung out at Duane Reade. But now worlds have collided. From the stars of “Oh Hello, on Broadway” and the video taped version of “Oh, Hello on Broadway” comes a podcast on the life and death of Princess Diana. It's also a podcast on the life and loves of George St. Geegland (Oh, Hello on Broadway, TED Talk Submission) and Charmed I’m Sure Gil Faizon (Oh, Hello on Broadway, Nestle commercial web-only, can do French accent). Explicit Life Will Be the Death of Me with Chelsea Handler iHeartPodcasts Listen to Chelsea Handler's first ever podcast series featuring candid, hilarious conversations about her life, her work and where she’s headed next. The series is an entertaining, raw, smart, funny, heartbreaking and honest memoir of Chelsea’s life changing year of self-discovery, healing and growth. The podcast features interviews with celebrities such as Connie Britton, Jake Tapper, Sean Hayes, Mary McCormack and more. Life Will Be the Death of Me with Chelsea Handler is a production of iHeartRadio. Explicit Sooo Many White Guys WNYC Studios Phoebe Robinson is tired of being the token black woman in an ocean of white dude comedians. So in this podcast, Phoebe’s calling the shots. She’ll host intimate, funny and super honest conversations with musicians, actors, writers and comedians who are killing it in their fields — AND who aren’t white dudes! Stay tuned for the one token white guy (it’s only fair), cameos by Phoebe’s ball-busting executive producer Ilana Glazer, and a whole lot of hijinks.WNYC Studios is a listener-supported producer of other leading podcasts including Radiolab, Snap Judgment, Death, Sex & Money, Nancy, On the Media, Here’s the Thing with Alec Baldwin and many more.© WNYC Studios Explicit S.P.E.A.K with Odunayo Oluwakemi Odunayo Elizabeth Oluwakemi The power of life and death lies in the tongue. Be conscious of what you profess, mould your future with your words. Explicit

Frequently Asked Questions

How long is this episode of Nephilim Death Squad?

This episode is 1 hour and 38 minutes long.

When was this Nephilim Death Squad episode published?

This episode was published on March 25, 2026.

Is there a transcript available for this episode?

Yes, a full transcript is available for this episode. You can read the complete transcript on the episode page.

Can I download this Nephilim Death Squad episode?

Yes. Use the download control on the episode player to save the publisher-provided media file.

URL copied to clipboard!