"Outer Space" ft. Anthony Lamarr

For P1 x Zue x Tony x Kelsey Premiere: http://hiphopdx.com/singles/id.31718/title.beef-f-anthony-lamar-outer-space-prod-michael-cooper Prod.Mix. @Michael-Alan-Cooper Rec.Mix. Beef Lyrics: [Intro] This is for Zue, this is for Phonetic One This is for all the people going through it, thinking about ending their lives Just know you'll never be alone – you'll always have your craft [Anthony Lamarr] I don't ever wanna feel alone I don't ever wanna fade away But everytime I close my eyes I disappear without a trace The dark makes it hard to see Nobody ever hears me scream In this cold and empty place Welcome to my outer space [Beef] It's like tryna fit a square into a circle All I'm finna do is hurt you I guess you can say that's my nature vs. nurture A mad city curfew and the voices in the bald head of a worker See, almost no one will answer my calls anymore But what'd I do wrong? I never changed Is is the white, tatted, addict rapper going for it all Or how tall I stand over the past, what is it? Funny how I get shut out for being different And I'm supposed to control the monster you made? They say, "You're gifted, it's our way of saying thanks You're so interesting, now entertain us or we'll put you in a fucking cage" Everyone I grew up with thinks I'm in outer space Everyone I met in college thinks I'm outta place I suppose that's why they move out the way when I'm walking Why they go silent when I'm talking Maybe I'm too forward, I'm too Wisconsin BC I don't bite my tongue enough, I'm an asshole, not PC Or maybe it's cause there's a million you's and only one Beef All I did was act normal and they gave me prestigious degrees What the fuck's wrong with me? I tread the fine sine line between genius and insanity I'm just an echo of reality When I close my eyes, I see the whole fucking galaxy [Anthony Lamarr] I'm lost, can't see No hope, for me Echo, echo, echo, echo So cold, can't breath No help, help me Echo, echo, echo, echo [Chorus] [Beef] I try to be like you I do, I got a job and I go to school But my outer space is far from cool, I need a suit to survive the rules Cause I don't got jack, I have no queen and all my kings and aces fiending Left-right purple state leaning, my people ain't eating, we hungry So how the fuck am I supposed to know what's down the high road? I grew up in the cut by the highway, by the airport, where they look at you sideways Boy I'm so anti-opps, the popo though, they'd and sticked and put me in chokeholds How they shot Tony dead, while Zue shot his veins and Feme plotted her roommate Heroine in my city ain't gon bring super men in capes Folks a run up through your spot with choppers and blades, off Xan and Cocaine, like "Somebody's gon die tonight and it's getting kinda late Where the cash, where the H, put it all in the motherfucking bag or catch an early grave" Beef ain't some name, I was made by the rumors You know at least some of em true, or at least have a sliver of truth If they half a the shit that I did, I'd still be back in the glue in the sticks Sticky from the licks that I hit, still rapping and trapping to get up outta the 6 Now I'm on the outs, out all that shit, and when I'm stressed I tend to form habits I quit the sauce cause it made me savage, now I smoke too much weed and cigarettes I don't date anymore cause I hated it, bae told me, "Be here or forever be lated" I told her, "I'm heavily sedated, I'm finna fall in a hole and come back in may again" With a bayonet through my heart and chains on my ankles and wrists These new bullet points in my brain, each kernel came with a migraine I just rolled a personal and shit got real personal Anthony, my brother, I'm sorry for missing the lick but you know [Anthony Lamarr] [Chorus]