Over and Over - Demo

Just a demo of something super melodramatic and depressing I've been working on. Lyrics: Some trivial mistake is keeping you awake mired in your feelings staring at the ceiling in the deep end of the night til finally you'd kill to have some kind of pill to break the circle that you walk in fidgeting and talkin' to yourself, all the time you keep saying that it's over over and over again you keep saying that it's over over and over again Turn off your TV Wade into the sea and beg the plankton to consume you you wait all afternoon to just melt into the waves but all you ever get is frustrated and wet so you wade back to the shore lay on the sand and start to snore until the cops chase you away why's it keep feeling like it's over over and over again why's it keep feeling like it's over over and over again it happens over and over and you're geting older and time's running out for you to get sober it's something inside you that just isn't right and you can't drown it out although god knows you've tried and why can't you just feel okay? maybe all you really need is someone to watch you bleed to worship and adore you and always reassure you that your pain isn't just in your mind but if you can sleep tonight maybe that will make it right and you can start evolving into the kind of person you pretend to already be online you keep hoping that it's over over and over again keep insisting that it's over over and over again