padna - vol.1 (sample)

Originally, both of these long form tracks served as the basis for sound baths I performed for friends and families. I would hit play and then make some sounds in the physical space, focusing on objects in the environment (rustling the leaves on a bush, hitting a metal fence with a stick, clicking stones, etc). I always intended for these tracks to also be able to hold up on their own, so here we are. When is a song done? Don’t we just arbitrarily decide when to call it? I like the idea of this only being part of the “song”, and that the “song” is always changing. After each performance I added little pieces of the fresh live sounds into the pre-recorded mix. There will likely be more performances, so the tracks will change further. This is just where they are now. And I like that. As I worked on these tracks over the last few years, the theme of impermanence became more clear to me. My father was lying on the grass in my parent’s yard for the first performance. That was in 2020, during the pandemic. Recently, my father passed away, so I’m dedicating these songs to him. He was a landscape architect, and I always loved how that sounded, and I always loved him. Performed, recorded, and mixed by nat hawks between 2020-2024. Dedicated to dad. - padna