Pain Brought Me Back to God… But Not the God I Was Taught

This episode peels back the layers of how faith, fear, and our deepest wounds collide in relationships that are meant to wake us up. I take you into the tender truth of what it felt like to love someone while carrying the weight of inherited pain, to lose them, and to fall apart in a way that forced me to find God again — not in a church, but in my own chest.From the shame around spirituality, to the moment I saw him with someone else, to the night I collapsed on the floor begging for clarity — this is the raw, soul-deep part of my story where everything broke so that I could come back to myself.If you’ve ever questioned your faith, your worth, or your strength in the wake of heartbreak — this one’s for you.✨ Share this with someone who needs it, and follow me on Instagram [@honeyandflame.podcast] for more sacred truth-telling