parasitic observations (the constructed self)

i only exist when I'm observed or so i have heard object permanence is not something we do refresh the screen at 60 Hz I cease to exist when i am not perceived But the fantasy machine the simulation just consumes and our energy has been drained more fuel than we have stored more fuel than we can afford The hologram cannot be maintained Power to the illusion cannot be sustained Keeping these corpses animated keeping the dead alive Who has the money who has the time?