Past Lives that taught me about scarcity (+ ED recovery & judging myself)

This is embarrassing and I almost didn't post this because I "sound annoying" and "look so gross" but I kinda think feeling that means I need to post it...Plus it feels like having more love in my life/healing more will take care of this shift that will make me stop thinking I sound annoying/actually sounding annoying (and will make me have fun and maybe even be funny sometimes again like I used to feel like I could be) so am working toward that too.In this episode of the Spiritual Crypto podcast I talk about some recent revelations that eating disorder recovery has given me re: all these ways I've internalized scarcity, though I didn't realize it.Money, astrology and past lives that involved dealing with scarcity - including one with a guy I dated in my current life who SAed me, and one involving my current narcissistic father who's now deceased - come up in relation to this too, so I talk about those as well.Support the showThe free Vipassana meditation courses I recommend to beginners: dhamma.orgMy YouTube channel is @transcendcapitalism. Come say hi!Learn more about Seeds: https://bit.ly/build-abundanceHelp someone in need & receive SEEDS in thanks 💗: https://www.seedsgives.com/helpJoin our course (it supports Seeds so we can help folks in need, & because it includes SEEDS, it's effectively free): https://www.seedsgives.com/course-registrationSchedule a 1-on-1 session: https://www.seedsgives.com/one-on-oneHang in our Discord: https://discord.com/invite/J8F5AdJ9mzGet SEEDS on Uniswap: https://app.uniswap.org/explore/tokens/ethereum/0x61404d2d3f2100b124d6827d3f2ddf6233cd71c0LP in the SEEDS mutual aid pool on Uniswap: https://app.uniswap.org/add/ETH/0x61404D2D3f2100b124D6827D3F2DDf6233cd71C0/3000