Pushermania's Playlist - SELF ISOLATION MIX PART 2 - Matt Sonzala

First of all I want to say that I love you all. Every single one of you. Everyone who sits and listens to my scheisser. I appreciate you a lot. I do these more as an exercise to keep myself up on new sounds, and for the past half a year or so I didn't do shit. This self isolation is making me realize that even more. I pretty much self isolated myself already, and I don't mean that as a meme or a cliche, I really kind of did. Going out lost it's luster unless I was in another country, HEB was already my social gathering place, even though I knew no one there, it was still a spot I could go and be present with the people. Live shows and casual nights out were killed by the voices of random people talking loudly about nothing or just utterly worthless things. I treasure my friends and my family and long to be in the presence of you all, but I let the general public get me way too down. And the raver bullshit people started to lump in with rap music put me over the edge. I couldn't listen to even a friend's demo for fear that they had fallen into the trap. For fear that the Xanax monster got them as well. I couldn't take it, I really couldn't take it. And now here we are locked in our homes (but still hitting the HEB) sleeping until noon (if you are lucky, or the above pictured Elena) watching tv and crying about our isolation. Fools! If you have a roof and some walls and some windows and some water and food you are already doing better than a lot of the population. Use this time wisely to clear your mind and explore your soul. It's ok to be afraid. I am fucking scared as hell for me and you and everyone else. But in the end, and this will end, maybe we can all come out smarter and stronger. I love all of you who have been keeping us entertained from your homes via social media. This is about what I can do right now, release a mix here and there. This one as always is quite a mess, but also beautiful in it's messiness. I play my friends, I play Cumbias from little USB's that my daughter brought me from Colombia, we get noisy, we get Irie, we go all over the world, which is what each and every one of us should do once this shit is over. Travel, see everything, meet people everywhere. Stay alive. I truly love you all and pray for this world every day. And night. (No Kid Cudi) XoxoxoxoX matt