Rainy Dayz (Prod. By 1O1 Beats)

Thanks For Nothing drops July 9th!!!!! Lyrics: [Verse 1:] They wonder what my life is like Just tryna take care of my family so this I sacrifice Maybe my next life I’ll get it right, So I’m giving up Giving up this live so I can pay the price So let me write this letter, I wish my life was better I can tell ya, you can hear my cries like it’s acapella This shit is deeper than they thought doe, dealing with this mindset I’m in I’ll crash this car doe Had attempts on my life, I’m thinking suicide Attempt 1 I slit my wrist, but I’m still alive Attempt 2 let me crash in this median, didn’t work guess it’s just my obedient Attempt 3 I guess it’s just wouldn’t work, tried to hang myself 3 hours right after church I think he got a different plan for me Imma try to live this out since he’s a fan of me Months go by, depression is getting badder now I can see the grim reaper, cause he’s the batter now Feels like my life is ready to shatter now Think I’m at the point where this don’t matter now You can see I’m trying just seeking help Tried to call ya phone last week, you wasn’t there I knew you wasn’t never there Well I’m gone wish you were just well aware [Hook:] I’m going through these rainy days Dealing with depression and pain is something you can’t escape Just thinking that my life a maze Wished I could go back in the day, drinking my Minute Maid Wonder why my life was dark, Feel like you played a major part Wished we didn’t drift apart, Wished I could come back and you show me you have a heart [Verse 2:] You wonder what my life was like My life was good, we used to do everything in hood Made some moves, we’d laughed til we couldn’t move Used to play them b-ball games, we couldn’t lose I couldn’t tell if something was really wrong You played it off well them days you wasn’t at home Guess it was deeper than I thought doe Seen you driving home, could’ve swore u crashed the car though Seen you calling my phone, I couldn’t answer Was at little sis recital, she’s a dancer 20 missed calls, it had to been important Didn’t think you’re time was becoming shortened Called ya phone, guess you just didn’t answer Maybe you was busy, heard you was romancer 30 mins passed by, you didn’t call back Heard you was singer, maybe you’re dropping a track It’s been a hour okay I’m getting worried I’ve been drinking all night, guess my vision got blurry Thought you was drinking out ya styrofoam Cause every time I call ya phone I get the dial tone Didn’t think you was out seeking help I tried to call ya phone this week, you wasn’t there This I wasn’t well aware, got a text said you was gone, this life ain’t fair [Hook:] You’re going through those rainy days Dealing with depression and pain is something you can’t escape Just wonder why ya life’s a maze Wished I could go back in the day, drinking your Minute Maid Wonder why your life was dark, Feel like I played a major part I Wished we didn’t drift apart, Wished you could come back and I’ll show me you have a heart