Redzek - Dear Life

life..is this my life now isnt it? so why 'd you talk about me like i fuckin give a shit i wanna think about my past,i knew it wouldnt last how many times i held grudge but i forgot it fast how much more cash from my dad i gotta ask ? my devil was an angel they were like twins everytime i win, i feel the goose bumps on my skin i used to have a hard time,it was like a heart crime how blind were you to not see you'r far behind its now time ,to forget my past and move on .. no matter who's gone,this remains a true song i carried on till i broke my back but i could still walk its real talk,im not a dealer dont ask whats the deal folks i been through a alot but i kept goin other than me myself and i , i respect no one nothing is promised you cant know what to expect so run life it could never be right, alright, there must be a day after every night im like, there's the darkness then there is the light cuz you know that there is love everytime that we fight life? i got it right spit it on the mic with the lyrics i recite thats what i do, thats hip hop i swear to god i swear to god i swear to god; i left my job myself i dropped , like its fuckin hot i give it all i got,why not? i do it all by myself just like a boss, with no help i never lost,cuz i felt the win in my skin success is like an ocean , there i swim i dont care i'll win im aware im in i prepared my sins ever since it didnt make sense with the fuckin devil i dance its intense, no offense! myself i worship and i am the only person its worth it, i see you cursin thats not it, im just rehearsin im not good but i am perfect when im home i know i should work it i'll pee on your grave, just hope i could hold it hold on, what goes on must come down its a song, why you clowns just get mad and feel bad its a rap, this is sad what i said can offend why you have to begin? its your trap but you'r in imma rap till the end it will happen again, again life it could never be right, alright, there must be a day after every night im like there's the darkness then there is the light cuz you know that there is love everytime that we fight you think that people love me but im thinkin about who doesnt does it really matter? no, got enough sickness in my stomach i said imma kill em all they thought im bluffin but i wasnt i guess i am out for blood,im guessin you just pushed the buttons i am fameless,man it is lame yes the same mess ,im in ,is it an insane test? I Blame less,im blamed more,they aint ashamed im STRESSED but what for? my brain is depressed here i came to confess i got a flame in my chest no one's to blame,its a bless.. i'd degrade everyone just to feel great cant see fate filled with love cuz i need hate i'd do exactly as i did if i could replay i get sad when i feel bad you wouldnt even wanna have what iv had,iv had enough thought i was rough but it got tough i couldnt tell if i cough or speak my words are bleak but nobody could hear me,so how would they feel me? dear life life it could never be right, alright, there must be a day after every night im like there's the darkness then there is the light cuz you know that there is love everytime that we fight