Redzek - Denial

my world, is so dark and so cold old but gold thats what im told guess its a long way that i run they just be sorry..sorry hypocrits swore they adore me for me, why do they worry? actors, surely, they lovin the story, always they love me im lovin em back,lookin at me like they want some monday sunday saturday night, they keep on sayin that im awesome talkin or walkin...they hatin i deny myself, im fadin what can i say? im walkin away imma just go i aint waitin but im fadin, this cold world is so dark though never show what is in your heart always thought that i'll be the one i thought its over but i guess i wont be sober so in denial i wont deny no im not, now why do i lie im denyin i live in denial i live in denial i just live in denial to live in denial still livin in denial, still burnin , no it aint fire said they love me , why am i lonely still i wont worry, im grown... in a wrong way thought i got stuck with this but still i love you so much, fuck this shit pause.....thinkin that im lost got me just thinkin about who i was i pour out my heart my blood when i rap leavin all y'all, they thought that im back i thought that i... was just so dope, made y'all look stoned if my words aint crack, i will quit and i did what i did if its done, say fuck this shit i lied till i overdosed i aint worth the cause cant cross the cross in this shit i know that lets go back if theres a place i could, just walk at even though you say that im so whack, still i wont care yeah so what? im in denial a liar ? no takin away the wire though i take it back, sayin thats breaking bad if its so wrong , imma make it so right uhhh Denial, it wont burn its on fire thought that i was so right so there is no way that i'll be the liar im in denial, its just wrong and so right though i live in a survival ,though ill die and be a survivor