Redzek - If Im Alright

we'r made of clay, that is hard to say... and i cant admit, that im always sick and i never pray i know i mess up, and i say its okay its so hard to smile, when i think about you i always do my heart told me go do somethin else but nothing helps who's gonna be there when nobody could care? just me and myself im wokring so hard,to make momma proud everytime that i shout, i make it so loud these laughs replaced my tears checks replaced my fears i never add years to my life but i always add life to my years we had to fly so high my babe, but now im too scared to land god damn understand, i feel like i was born to be your man make peace in the world, and i'll make peace in my heart you got the beauty of flowers, they'r still beautiful when they'r sharp life is getting so hard, please dont get me started now dont you pray to make it okay, you'll look so retarded this life is a fight i get so dark when i write a mic i start to recite i cried my blood just ask for the sky to come and show you everything that i hide dont you ask me if i am alright im not your friend dont you even try i aim for the stars, even when its not night who was there when shit got tight? infront of a mirror, got shit outta my chest talked to myself and confessed/ that i am too blessed/ to have the love of my girl who's thinkin that i am the best/ sometimes i wonder am i worth it? you'r the only one , im certain all them others are vampires, maybe i should get new curtains ey our lives are degrading it feels like my soul is fading sometimes you try to give them all your love but still you see them hating its just private no you aint got to know whatever the hell that i'm hidin ill just write it, no i aint got to show why the hell would you keep on trying passed every test, you'r askin way too many questions that shit got me depressed you know the address not a fake im for real i've never turned my vest i speak out and shout why are they actin so deaf? my child you'll have everything, i swear ill work till death make peace in the world, and i'll make peace in my heart you got the beauty of flowers, they'r still beautiful when they'r sharp life is getting so hard, please dont get me started now dont you pray to make it okay, you'll look so retarded this life is a fight i get so dark when i write a mic..i start to recite i cried my blood just ask for the sky to come and show you everything that i hide dont you ask me if i am alright im not your friend dont you even try i aim for the stars, even when its not night who was there when shit got tight?