Redzek- Just Wonder

what am i gonna be? ... you are still gonna see.... you'r not talkin to me... ...you are stalking me they wanted me to fail and make my life a livin hell but i feel like im feelin well in my life i see em dwell they'r just hatin i could tell man i felt i got no help when i fell with no one else in my shell but my horrible nightmare has turned to a dream and my beautiful princess has turned to a queen the bullshit that im in,a piece of shit that is me you either love me or hate me there is no in between i never show what i've seen i guess you know what i mean i'll never go where i've been..nah i thin-kin bout bro's, had my trust and betrayed i thank em they know,cuz they must have been fake aint no more pressure that i could take guess im just stressin,its my mistake i ,gave more than i took why, blame whores if i look? you will all get shooked get shocked by the doc of hip hop get shot and say that you did not oh no my level is, in the ozone y'all know im a devil in a warzone i just wonder in ten years what am i gonna be i just wonder if my fears you are still gonna see why you watchin all my tears but not talkin to me? you just better watch the way you are stalking me im wastin my time aint changing, im blind just saying that im fine but im playin; im lyin i was prayin for a sign not a saint,im not divine i go insane..im crying i tried so hard i did i pliered my heart and shit but i like so scarred i get i might just start to spit thats right my art is sick y'all are so artificial im supersticious its official thats my vision and not your issue i wish you wont say i miss you all i want is to be wise way too far away from me ,i just had to take you there the rain stops for the sun rise i fell but ill get up to show you that i care my son you wont be like your dad ill give you all the good conditions my kid ill give you all i have then again, there i cause another pain guess you dont want me back, you'r just thinkin im insane this i know, for me you'd do anything always in my mind,bout anything else i could barely think thats what made me sing i wonder... i just wonder in ten years what am i gonna be i just wonder if my fears you are still gonna see why you watchin all my tears but not talkin to me? you just better watch the way you are stalking me what am i gonna be? you are still gonna see but not talkin to me...you are stalking me i just wonder in ten years what am i gonna be i just wonder if my fears you are still gonna see why you watchin all my tears but not talkin to me? you just better watch the way you are stalking me