Redzek - So Alone

on my own, isolate myself at home i told myself no not again,no longer will i be alone and the dog day dries out flowers,well, loneliness could kill my soul guess i need a break, i just sleep awake for gods sake we all make mistakes uh wudup redzek? oh how you doin? dont you worry, im always fine... said we'r friends.. but i never knew em i think bout my girl,and everything that she ever did for me for every pain i caused, guess i just wanna say im sorry uh.. if you come by, just dont you cry dont ask me why, on my own cuz im just fine, with peace of mind no need to lie, im so alone i just want peace, freedom, so please let me be believe and im thinkin bout , myself and I just so alone, but dont ask me why down but i wont let up i fall but i know i'll get up i know that i did fuck up, i lost but i wont give up they talked shit in my back, just cuz they'r way behind i know that i will go blind and fuck em all ill commit a crime you really thought that i could forget? my dignity...is it worth a shit... will i have guts to make war with pricks or will i just..forgive em all and quit somether me with hatered.. they want caused too much pain....to the ones that i dont ever wanna see them get hurt ..i just gotta let it outta my chest and ill just confess that i am depressed i feel like im pissed why did i exist? i feel so alone but its just so wrong cuz my girl does know that i am never alone saying what i never meant ..meant what i never said guess so much love is lost in between ,made me fuckin sad if you come by, just dont you cry dont ask me why, on my own cuz im just fine, with peace of mind no need to lie, im so alone i just want peace, freedom, so please let me be believe and im thinkin bout , myself and I just so alone, but dont ask me why