Redzek - Still Up

no im not a killer but i could be one an enemy dead is like the peace of mind the stiller the waters, the deeper they run better respect me dont you cross the line a killer, yeah i could be one... for respect.. you piece of shit you'r not shit,you i aint got it ill never forget it, you aint forgotten im hearing the piano, and thinking i know what words ill be writing, am i a pyscho? my music is so ill though i am not sick sleep on me ill take that pillow and burn it like nazis picture me a zombie, like paparazzi picture me blowin up, like kamikazes been saving for rainy days, cuz its getting harder i would now call it a day but its getting darker im sitting on the fence when im off my rocker but im guess im gonna fall cuz im drinkin vodka you'r so full of shit when you say you know me i got a soul and, it has done... nothing for me i lost a homie, he aint even phoned me and i've been so alone, i aint even lonely and i've been drinking, like alcoholics got so much on my mind, want it in my wallet my heart is frozen, cant even burn it and i've done some mistakes but i've never learnt shit the sun is rising and im still up its like i'll never give up you'r beautiful without the make up its like a dream..i'll never wake up and even if we stop there, they will not care you know life is not fair we only live once so, the time's up -dont you ask me how we got there do you believe, when i swear that i am prepared, to be ,one day, a millionaire the sun is rising and im still up i wont give up, nothing's promised but i dont care no im not a killer but i could be one an enemy dead is like the peace of mind the stiller the waters, the deeper they run better respect me dont you cross the line a killer, yeah i could be one... for respect..