Redzek - Suffer

sometimes i speak to myself, i need a revenge now all my enemies suddenly they wanna be friends i wont even talk with you, would you excuse my french tap dancing like mad .. with devils i refuse to dance my dad i suffer, this life is a fight my bad i rather act like i feel alright i've seen it all, and i know they are Low-end i dont need no more friends, i aint trustin no man i remember you and everything you'r saying when i was at my lowest,you just said that you aint staying you seized the opportunity to hurt me..you'r insane im taking my choice but for MY money i aint paying yeah yeah so what if i fuck it up i must've had the guts to say that mustard i can cut i keep my powder dry...in no one i can put my trust i gotta sharpen my teeth before i ever bite the dust dear god, do i have to suffer? all this pain that im runnin from its insane,is it not enough i get up and im feelin strong sometimes i just wonder what the purpose is maybe i just need a dose of percocets maybe i must bleed to pose as innocent i aint heaven sent, im way too far from saint you just hate what i say and must say its okay all i ever wanna say all i ever wanted is to be recognized man i just wanted to be big wanted you to realise that i really am the shit i know i promised you the gold but i guess im full of shit all i ever wanted is friends with no benefit cant give you what i'll never get, im a pessimist i forgive but never forget, im an elephant im a drug on the market methamphetamin against me you'll never win yeah you can tell a friend talking about rap, you'r so out of your element gotta kill the beat just to make dead presidents dear god, do i have to suffer? all this pain that im runnin from its insane,is it not enough i get up and im feelin strong sometimes i just wonder what the purpose is maybe i just need a dose of percocets maybe i must bleed to pose as innocent i aint heaven sent, im way too far from saint failure is not an option, its so simple but i feel like you want me to write with no pencil how the hell could i see the lights with no window you weirdos want to conclude with no intro no time to delay rewind what i said in kind i wont pay i go blind when i slay i lost interest in rap,i cant just be that type of guy to digest this shit, i react dear god, do i have to suffer? all this pain that im runnin from its insane,is it not enough i get up and im feelin strong sometimes i just wonder what the purpose is maybe i just need a dose of percocets maybe i must bleed to pose as innocent i aint heaven sent, im way too far from saint okay yeah the second million isnt hard to make its the first one it aint the second one that's hard to kill its the first one