Redzek - Through Hell

And I’ve been going through hell; Caught in a vicious spell Blinded by the lies, crossed course, stumbled and fell I’m feeling so alone, I think I’m bout to explode System overload! Lately, i been feelin like everyone is tryna hate me save me cuz i couldnt fight and i say it frankly aint no debating, i am not your friend so im not friendly? i am your story and you'r sorry that you wanna end me ...dunno how im feelin like maybe im just killin mics to feel that im still alright just because im here tonight, it doesnt mean i see the light i dont wanna be the one, to give up leave and run i dont do this just for fun i am too pissed to be strong ill never admit im wrong maybe this is just a song but maybe im feelin bad it saddens me just being sad with that being said, you can never know whats in my head i look in the mirror , tryna see clearer cant stand how i look like, yeah i look fat but why do i care? with all due respect now whatchu expect? from someone whos been holdin this weight in his back And I’ve been going through hell; Caught in a vicious spell Blinded by the lies, crossed course, stumbled and fell I’m feeling so alone, I think I’m bout to explode System overload! you know that im staying true what if i cant make it through i think of all the things ill never ever get to say to you here is what i came to do baby you just helped me through all the pain, its insane i would never be the same i say it without a shame you'r the blood thats in my veins you'r like the head to my brain i wish that i could explain wish there wasnt any pain but i cant pretend there ain't i dont need to say it, but i'd do anything for you on anyday but hey sometimes im feeling like ..cursed and think about my life's worth it only makes the night worse i cant sleep so i creep just to make me feel arlight: ill just take another beer, yeah its gonna make it right maybe ill have no more fears,maybe then ill feel alive you say that i gotta stop i will cuz i got a heart and it beats for you, its true, i wont be what i am not cant remember to remember, cant forget that i forgot ..god! And I’ve been going through hell; Caught in a vicious spell Blinded by the lies, crossed course, stumbled and fell I’m feeling so alone, I think I’m bout to explode System overload! i been going through hell you'r actin like you could tell its like you know me too well i dont even know myself could somebody help? its like i been swimmin from the beginnin in the wrong ocean,thinkin that im winnin but im drownin and sinking and somehow i am blinking maybe i could trust a dream its crazy, i must've been too lazy to crush the scence i got my baby saving me my lady you'r just a queen in your kingdom you got a king and for you'r there is not a thing i wouldnt do, what a ring is what you said, when you wore it, now i think that its nothing cuz you deserve the world my girl you mean the world to me to say that you'r superb would be an understatement the right way, you paved it now i hate this i couldnt find the words to say that you'r amazing before you i was fading sayin i never made it, thank god, that i waited And I’ve been going through hell; Caught in a vicious spell Blinded by the lies, crossed course, stumbled and fell I’m feeling so alone, I think I’m bout to explode System overload!