REGRETS I HAVE A FEW

I WOULD LIKE TO STOP THE PIN WHEEL LOOPING OF MY LIFE AS WELL AS MANY ENERGY LEAKS.  LIKE WHEN THE DEVIANTS ALLEGEDLY HOLD A KNIFE TO A BABY'S EYE AND WONT LET GO UNLESS I USE THE CHOICEST EPITHETS, WHICH THEN MAKES THE DEVIANTS GLOAT ABOUT HOW UNPOPULAR I WILL BECOME.  BUT I KNOW THAT I AM ONE OF FEW US CITIZENS WHO REALLY TOOK THE BULL BY ITS HORNS JUST SO OTHERS COULD SEE THE EVIL IN & OF THE BULL!!!!!!!!