"Relapse"

Written and recorded: Clifton Produced: Taigen Mixed: Simeone Artwork: Haichii Art Lyrics: Sometimes the only way I feel in control Is if I lose my mind And I know you'll be there Gotta watch your back Cause you never know who watching And you never know whos got you Cause they're always tryna pop you First you find a way to stop it All a sudden you cant be trusted Everybody messed up And you keep getting messy So you relapse again And you relapse again You thought you really had it But you really didn't grasp or understand So you chanced it Just to make a lil magic And you relapsed again The liquor, pills, smoke, no joke It really builds up til you go I've been trying to keep afloat Keep a rope but Corporate wars leave a few new boats full of dope And I've been on the road more than most of em Not trying to fade away and turn into a ghost on ya So I explore and i experiment in post production That's one way to trick yourself into sober living Bridge Chorus Ya keep trying and it seems fruitless Trying to keep it cool, and not show weakness But the ceiling keeps closing in And everyone is chosen now They say the cycle is easy to break out of But ya gotta have yourself, the doctors getting paid They're gonna call you crazy, be your best friend anyway And make sure you're reading Because knowledge is emancipating Bridge Chorus Drug is a powerful word Define it, refine and find what works for you Because a word cant be evil Unless you're afraid of the meaning And we didn't agree on which Conditional definition was recommended Or which direction family friends or president best reflects my wishes The point is what will keep you from death Its not that technical