And they don't get out of here. Under the road, that other people that you know what? There's some other folks that have this, like, fuck every country. At all times.
It's everybody. They brother, they sister, they mom, and they daddy. They tell us. And they're like that person is not right there.
Yeah. And they act like that person doesn't exist. You never try to find out why that person is saying fuck everybody. And that person is doing it, yeah.
Yeah, to be honest. They don't have to give a fuck about what's going on with anybody else. They don't. They're like, everybody's shit.
But you want them to, right? Because you feel like that person should be close to you because of this, yeah. And they're not. Just because they're your family, that means they're supposed to love you unconditionally for the rest of their life.
They're supposed to grow up and like you. Like they're supposed to grow up and love you because of the person. Society says for you too. They didn't.
Exactly. That's kind of enabled. They do not like each other. You know?
But one, they're like the other, right? Right. Yeah. What?
Two different personalities. You're going to go back and figure out something that we used to. I mean, I think people should really just at all times stay in the lane that they should be in instead of stepping over into other lanes because all that's going to do is fuck them up. You know what I'm saying?
Right. That's too much like, right? It's not fun because I mean, they feel like it's right. But in all real scenarios, if you make it official to your inner foot, it's not fun.
It's not fun. Like I can't stand a complaining bitch. You know? She has to come back.
Like everything is a part like, OK, just like complaining about dudes specifically about me. Right. Like, OK. I don't see why people can't see character traits.
We learned about character traits and elementary. So it's not just for school that you're supposed to learn character traits. It's not just for the story of a book. It's for life period.
Why are they the same? Why are they different? Pros and cons. Pros and cons.
Come on. Exactly. That's hard to do. And that's the point of it all, right?
It could be in a not anything as possible. But anything as possible to be fucked up. I should. You know what?
Whatever it comes up, like I feel like there, no. What would I do? I should have known better. I should have saw that coming.
You know what? That's on me. That's on me. That's on me.
Right. Because if I had seen that, I thought I should have seen it. Right. But if I was more.
That's not what we did. It's all more. It's due to our relationship. Exactly.
But if I had known better, then I would have known better than if you would try to call me. Because if I do try to call, that blows your whole little world away. You sure it does? Because you don't have the same type of fucking love and feeling for me that I have for you.
Not at all. Not at all. So why not fuck off? Right.
Yeah. That's what I mean. What happened? Oh.
It's not a bad thing. It's not a bad thing. Because sometimes you can be too much more person. And that's okay, but.
No, it's not because you're fucking that third one. But what I'm saying is, well, how do you know that if they don't tell you? Because they would be. They would be.
They would be. That's the thing that they do. Any civilized type of type eight. And they don't have.
Yeah. They don't have. You know, they don't have. They don't have.
They don't have. What's your name? Like half. Somehow the fucking news really is right from doing the white.
That's it. That's the thing that just came up just. Well, my thing is this. I think people should make people feel obligated all the time.
No. They will. No, because they're slow. Fuck on that.
I thought everybody was smarter than. Or smarter? Because I know you don't think insulin stops at you, right? No, no, no.
I know it stops at me. I know it stops at me. That's why I have each. What is cool for me?
Because it's okay for me. Hey, look. Check this out. This still was served without you.
He had all the power of the way. Check this out. Check this out. Check this out.
Check this out. Check this out. Check this out. Check this out.
Ask me where my children. Look at the podcast. Are you serious? I know.
Where are your children? I don't know. But you do that there a lot. Have you seen that?
For everyone else? There's a lie and some bullshit you know with that. I don't have that. I don't have that.
I don't have that. I don't have that. I don't know. I don't know.
I don't know. Not because I don't want to know. Check this is not because. I don't want to know.
Because I just don't know. We don't know because no one else is dead. No, it's because I'm not willing to go all the way there. There's no reason to.
You know, in those matters of the heart right there why I could kind of take on a, let's just say an agent 47 type for a son of because it's like heartless. That's not catch feelings. You know, let's not feel nothing about it. There's a job that needs to be done.
So let's not have any feelings about it. And if it's beneficial, let's get that job done. Do you have more words? I don't know.
Do you have more words for those little fuckers? They know. I never, I never, I never, I never. You know what?
I never sold them on a train or anything. So I guess maybe that's why they don't like it. Because it's like, well at least it's because that's the life things that are happening in all of us. I guess so.
I don't even mean that in any kind of way. That's really my response to that. Like I guess so. You know what I'm saying?
Because I think of where I come from as a female. You know what I'm saying? You don't find this. You don't find that.
And you know what? If you do, that's great. Oh, we go. Never let it be said that your father said that's bullshit.
Hey. All the way. All you go for is for the best. And as they become adults, let me tell you something.
Shows like, uh, real cause. I'm talking about their adult shows. No, shows like real cause and stuff like that. They show people looking for their kids' days.
Okay. They're always going to come looking for their father. No matter what. It don't matter.
Look, this is just like. I'm not angry. Women try to do as kids as pawns all the time. All the time.
It's not okay. It's not okay. I have four children. Two biological two and a half.
And I only have one person I'm worried about. Mm hmm. Okay. It's like friends.
And one I know that's tied because he, you know, he's a gift from the world. No, no, no, no. He's just a gift. No, I'm still thinking I'm the resident.
But he's smart, ain't he? Who for knows, it's not going to matter. You feel me? As far as I'm concerned, I always say somebody got a leader for their boy.
But the rest of them, the rest of them. Have no experience. No. What's the level?
Let me tell you. Let me tell you this. And my mom said this to my cousin. You're raising a kid.
You're not raising an adult. You're raising a kid. There's other influences out there other than you. My husband.
You're not the only influence on kids. He has an accent. Well, how old is everybody? You know what I said, sir?
I said, I said, the only one that can hit me with some shit is sorry. She's the youngest. You know what I mean? You're about to be 18.
You feel me, nigga? Taylor already. Me and grown. Carter at the Snoke Shop with her little fucked up little boyfriend that was looking at me like, I hope I don't get killed.
That nigga didn't even have no sponsor. But you've got to understand the times are different. The communication is different. You know what, if I threaten you, you're not good enough.
Period. For any of us, if you feel like I'm going to do some of you, to me, that means I'm about to do something. But like, yeah. Like, God was on his side.
God was on his side. God was on his side. God. Man.
Yo, kids. God is on their side. I got to say, I got to do something. I got to do something.
It's not fucking hard. It's not fucking hard. The thing about it is that somebody has to... Pussy.
It's no fucking hard. It's, it's not what it is. It's not what it is that somebody has to do. Pussy.
It's, it's no fucking reaction. And, I am so used to it, I'm so used to it. From my own family, everybody. And it's like, oh, you know what's wrong?
Sorry, you making this an oppressing podcast? No, I'll make it an... It ain't formal, the NSA. P-S-fucking-Hey.
Hey. If you guys fuck with anybody, in our range, that's what's going to happen to you. That's the P-S-A. Fuck everybody, man.
And we love ours. We love ours. You know, this guy comes out by surprise every time. He comes out by surprise every time.
And it just seems like really, like any other time that energy is dead, wait, it's just not around. It's buried. Okay. All of a sudden this guy comes out.
I don't even know how we got there. I thought we was having some fun. We need to give it all better be cool because today is July 1st. If you're not trying to touch this, go get grand.
Tattoo. Everywhere. Tattoo. Everything.
That's just calm. Everyone that is being controlled or everything. You can't be sure that getting yourself a fucking go at it. Oh, that's what this is about.
If I will, well. Oh, God. I'll be there for yours. Yeah, man.
Hell, they trying to be outlaws and roads right now. No, I was going to wait a little. How many people love me there? Why does this life run?
Different respect. Different backgrounds are growing up. Different things. Different.
Hey, ask him how long may they love me? They love me. They love cars. They love me.
Just fucking car. Don't know why you like cars. The car is fickle. The car is fickle.
The car is fickle. The car is fickle. Yeah. Yeah.
That's why I say you just gotta be. I'm not making it bad. I'm not making it bad. I didn't want to be able to have podcasts but say, but that was a long ask.
Yeah. You know, but why do you want to be kissed? I'm a life force energy of positivity. So I can't have negativity around me because that would set me better.
Well, pissed off is negative. It's negative. Don't be pissed off. Be full of joy and find a positivity.
You really, oh my gosh. It's all negativity. Like this is insane. So in the Bible, there's no level of seeing.
Like murder ain't worse than adultery. Like it's no level of seeing. Like if you see it, you just see it. Right?
So I have no problem with everybody's fucking around. Okay. Let's get this chicken. Want to make this chicken?
Whoa. You're so strong. I'm so strong. Oh my God.
Here's that. Oh, no. Don't do this. Don't do that.
No, no, no, no. Don't do that. Don't do that because I'm telling you don't do that because. Yeah.
Why did you say I'm so strong? Yeah. Yeah. It's not.
It doesn't make everything like. It doesn't make everything wrong either. Hey, look, I've been put on Earth to live a life. And guess what?
I'm going to live this life the happiest I can make myself. Like I'm going to make myself happy even through things that hurt and make me say I'm going to like have a fucking 32 tooth smell or how many people. Like, oh, what do I have to do with? Come on, run down the list.
I'll help you put yourself on the dog. The gross family. She is in life. I mean, I'm like, I'm only going to put my kids on my own mind.
If I wasn't here, how could I deal with them? I couldn't deal with them. I can't you can't deal with people from it. You can't deal with things from a distance.
You can't. It's I mean, you might want to feel like. I don't can't remember. It's happy birthday.
And they don't say most things need a personal touch. You have to be a part of it. It needs a personal touch. There's an energy.
There's a force. That needs to be entered into. And when you're the one to bring that around. So be where you're at the front of the problem.
Exactly. And I have to take on all of them with my chin up with poise. You understand me? Because if I don't, all that's going to do is set me back.
I'm not going to progress. I don't just want to progress in things that I do. I want to progress at living lives. So look, I can just tell you that there's a lot of shit going on for me.
A lot of things I've learned is why my life is where it's there right now. And it's a positive change. It has to be a negative. There's a downer.
There's downers. But there's more upers than downers. The downers are like when I have to bury my cousin's son. I'm talking about me.
The downers with us are you or me and I'm a woman. So we're going to agree to disagree and I don't mind that. Yeah. Because I don't.
Whatever I feel I should disagree on you would if I don't see it your way. I'll let you know that. So like. But it doesn't mean that I wouldn't go about it.
Like if you had an idea, it doesn't mean I wouldn't go about it for what you say. I just mean I'd agree to how it's done. Okay and then you're where you can't do a little. Right right right.
And I okay. See you might as well be. You might as well be. My understanding is up here not down here.
I get exactly what you're saying. Like you think I don't get it. But I'm like okay with that being said you're confusing me. Because if you're that ruthless you shouldn't be trying to settle down and be engaged in all that shit.
You should be out there tripping the fuck out causing chaos. But yeah. You're saying here so it's a confusing type of thing. If that's who you feel like you're.
I'm not going to be killing people. Maybe so. Well you should be who you're trying to be is what I'm saying. It's just who you are.
If you don't know you're telling me you're someone else and we've had this conversation more than just this time. And I keep saying the same thing to you every time. And it's like. You want to go get something.
Right. And that's what happens. You want to die die die end it. You know what I'm saying.
And that's not a problem. Of course it's not because it's going to make you feel like split in the beast. Yeah. Well how about this.
How about this. How about no. How about I'm not going to make tacos but I will get hamburger meat because I'm not cooking that. I'm just.
The thing about it right now. You know what you're you're you're you're like this is like the trippy shit. It's like okay. Okay.
Me. Super high Friday. Super high. Yes today.
I was kind of super high. Okay. I mean you're all you're doing is making my point. All I was going to say.
I was like you didn't have that. You didn't have that energy on Friday and Saturday on Sundays you always get that energy. And then I'm always calm on Sundays. I'm always chill on Sunday.
Yeah. You see everything. Well you have to recuperate it. I did it.
You know I got faded to what I was supposed to it all after the long. You get all you go on the sober two days. You can talk to you and communicate with you like a civilized person comes Sunday once you open the fresh bottle up a card. Now I'm talking to the motherfucker ruler of the way to do what you've been drinking every day except for like what one day and the other day she was sipping slow.
What? It's just like I'm not even understanding that you already know I was doing a podcast. I guess they gave you the energy or something. I guess that sparked you.
Then now you're talking to me like the ruler of seven nations. You know what I'm saying? It's like come on bro. Give me a break.
I need to know when this energy come in so I can be on that same energy and get with you. We don't feel comfortable doing that energy and I don't have that light in me. I can't give you that right then. This would be one of the downers in our relationship.
Oh god. Wow. So we're on our way. Yeah.
This guy. I'm going to end this on a 24 hour note since I'm in my 24 hour city on the first of July.