S.O.S

I don't understand people, I really don't. We'll, a lot of people actually but most, I don't. When you up everybody's around and your love and your gas lighted. But then growth comes in and you grow and your perspective and it starts to change on everything. Hurt hurt, no! I have mastered that part of my life, don't get me wrong everyday, is a step closer to a womb healing but after so many tears you stop crying. You see things for what they are and you accept, and you forgive yourself. Then you forgive the others who have rose against you. Looking back, I understand a lot now. But most importantly I see my worth and I'm sorry that others hate that part of me. But I'm not here for man. God put me here and although the enemy has tried to take me out several times, still I rise and still I smile. Man you smile, such a beautiful thing. You're paying me who you are and then you can fly away. Go where you are loved, be where you are wanted. Most importantly love yourself first, I do and God loves me too. God loves you too and so do I, until the next time your girl T.