S1 E25 - Panic Inducing opportunity | Money Manifestation Blocks | Social Media Strategy Diatribes

Episode Synopsis: [Audio Diary Recorded 4.11.25, 4.12.25, 4.13.25]In this technical overwhelm and financial therapy episode of Glitter Mouth, I'm struggling with microphone setups while using AI to prep a swimming-as-life-metaphor live stream, processing my deep money blocks through manifestation meditations that make me "cringe on the inside" when saying "I deserve wealth," and ending with pure panic after getting accepted to something I applied for (but now regret).Perfect for creators dealing with technical learning curves, anyone working through money mindset issues, and listeners facing the terror of getting exactly what they asked for.In this episode, I talk about:AI workflow development: Using Plaud recorder while driving, transcribing with Claude AI to create TED talk structure for swimming metaphor live stream - "probably would have taken me a full day, with AI I had help in an hour"Technical setup frustration: Struggling with Blue Yeti microphones, Rode 2 Go transmitters, watching tutorials to prevent live streaming disasters from previous sound issuesPost-dinner doubts spiral: Questioning "who do I think I am that I can create content anybody would want to watch" despite enjoying the creative processMean comments processing: Handling "schizophrenic" accusation for replying to comments and "grown-ass woman" criticism - "why am I bothering opening myself up to all these haters?"Cold plunge depression cure: Explaining historical ice bath treatments for "melancholia" and how sauna/cold plunge combo kicks bad moodsEDD tax scare resolution: $150,000 fake bill from employment office that was just "made up number to get people to call" - moral being most fears never materialize