S2 E16 - Behind the scenes 6 Million view Car Hit stunt, artistic freedom, and getting swept into your OWN Life

[Audio diary recorded: 8.24.25]In this heavy hitting episode of Glitter Mouth Season 2, I'm executing my most ambitious stunt yet - getting hit by a car while on a skateboard in heels - then wrestling with the complex reality of making money as an artist while the video climbs to 313,000 views and supportive followers defend my stunt expertise against mom-shaming trolls. Perfect for creators planning elaborate content, artists struggling to monetize their work, and anyone navigating the balance between creative fulfillment and financial necessity.In this episode, I talk about:Car stunt logistics breakdown: Detailed planning with Ian including camera angles, stunt pads sequence, skateboard fears in heels.Professional stunt background reveal: Explaining how my stunt coordination experience and Ian's action directing gives us knowledge others lack - "you really do need training to do that"The suppressed adrenaline awakening: Realizing I'd been getting terrible adrenaline from kid chaos instead of good stunt adrenaline - "this kind makes me so happy"Post-dinner doubts (PDDs) phenomenon: Almost archiving the car hit video due to evening anxiety spirals, comparing to nearly pulling Malibu Falls tooAnalytics deep dive revelation: Learning followers vs non-followers watch different content - old followers wanted Linda Lee character, not authentic meThe monetization maze struggle: Wrestling with brand deals, coaching, podcast sponsorships while wanting to "just be an artist" without running another businessCopyright confusion dilemma: Questioning how other creators use trending music in sponsored content without clearance issuesThe artistic integrity battle: Turning down $220 sunglasses collaboration because restriction feels like "wings are tied" - preferring to be hired actress rather than creative directorPassive income reality check: Realizing "passive income never seems passive" and needing honest consultation about PDF/coaching business viabilityThe downstream metaphor conclusion: Feeling swept back into my own life after years of being "swept downstream into someone else's life"