S2 E20 The Stuff Under the Stuff: When You Stop Trusting Yourself

Send us Fan Mail As I prepare to get married in just a few weeks, I've found myself looking back at a chapter of my life that changed everything. In this deeply personal episode, I share the story of how I learned what gaslighting really is—and the shocking moment I realized I had been living it for years. What began as innocent jokes and confusing conversations slowly became something much darker. I found myself questioning my memory, doubting my judgment, and wondering if something was wrong with me. Then one Google search changed everything. We'll talk about what gaslighting is, how it works, why it is so damaging, and how the enemy uses confusion to separate us from truth. I'll share my own story of deception, the painful discovery that followed, and the biblical connection between gaslighting and the very first deception in the Garden of Eden. If you've ever questioned your reality, ignored red flags, doubted yourself, or wondered how you ended up in a situation you never saw coming, this episode is for you. The stuff under the stuff isn't always what happened to us. Sometimes it's what happened inside us because of it. Resources Mentioned: The Cost of Her Crown https://www.amazon.com/Cost-Her-Crown-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662965702/ The Cost of His Throne https://www.amazon.com/Cost-His-Throne-Abandoned-Family/dp/1662971117/ Boundaries, Not Barriers: Peace over People https://www.amazon.com/Boundaries-Not-Barriers-Peace-People/dp/B0GTMZS157/ Join the Stronger Together | A Me Again God Community Facebook Group https://www.facebook.com/groups/1620954880030180 Featured Music: Peace Be Still by Charlene Condu Available on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, YouTube Music, and most major streaming platforms. If this episode encouraged you, please consider following the podcast, leaving a review, and sharing it with someone who may need the reminder that they are not carrying life's burdens alone.