S2 E3 - SIARE: my children personality system | Pregnancy weight, nursing and C-section talk | Birthing Episode 1 of Glitter Mouth in real time

[Audio Diary recorded 8.3.25]In this marathon behind-the-scenes episode of Glitter Mouth, I'm processing an intense day of swim lessons while deep-diving into my SIARE method for teaching kids, then spending hours wrestling with the technical nightmare of uploading my first podcast episode of this series to Spotify. Perfect for service-based entrepreneurs understanding client psychology, creators dealing with perfectionism and technical overwhelm, and anyone learning to embrace their authentic self despite fear of judgment.In this episode, I talk about:My social anxiety about revealing what I do for work, fearing swim clients will judge me for my stunt contentThe deep fear of only being liked for what I can do for people rather than who I am as a personHow I've spent 12 years morphing myself to make everyone else comfortable instead of being authenticMy revelation that emotions are actually my strength, not my weakness, after years of trying to hide any darknessThe grueling 4-hour technical battle to upload one episode to Spotify, getting lost in details like fonts and titlesDiscovering there's already a band called "Glitter Mouth" and having an existential crisis about my podcast nameThe internal struggle between wanting to hide behind my work versus being a talking head on social mediaMy late-night perfectionism spiral, staying up until 12:46 AM redesigning cover art and questioning every decision