S2E2 - Who Told You That You Couldn't Trust Yourself?

Amanda used to have an all-consuming relationship with a being she thought was speaking into her mind. And then she didn't. In this episode, she traces what it costs to lose that voice and the safety net it provided, as well as what it takes to find your own when you were deliberately trained not to trust it. She talks about the compass she thought she had, the divorce that arrived during a deconstruction process that already had her head spinning, and why she kept seeking answers from men even after she'd left the system that told her to. She also shares the tools that helped her find her own voice and ways of knowing and is candid about how far she still has to go.