scared in action

i planned a trip. the intention is getting out of my comfort zone. im scared the plane is going to crash and im gonna die. when it is my time, it is.. weather im living my life or if im sitting in bed so im trying to be scared and do it anyway because although im scared im also excited and open to all the possibilities and if im going to look at the negative i also want to look at the positive. and im so lucky that i am someone who wants to live so bad that i have this giant fear of death. my life is so beautiful i dont want to leave it. so im living it to the fullest... or trying to .i love you