🎙️ Season 2, Episode 11d: Jesus is embarrassing—and I’m done hiding it.

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 11dTitle: Jesus is embarrassing—and I’m done hiding it.Description:After re-listening to Episode 11a, I got a heart-prick from the Spirit: I needed to confess my embarrassment. I’ve been ashamed of Jesus. Ashamed of what obedience looks like. Ashamed to be seen as “that guy.” But today I confess it. Following Jesus is strange, disruptive, uncomfortable—and yes, embarrassing. I’ve hidden behind silence, half-truths, and social media excuses. No more. I commit to being fully seen, misunderstood, and known for Him.I talk about:Being ashamed of Jesus—and finally confessing itWhy spiritual embarrassment leads to half-obedienceThe fear of getting what I actually want from GodWhy I’ve self-sabotaged for years in the name of false humilityRejecting the safe, curated American dream for risky obedienceTrusting Jesus with both obscurity and influenceThe call to stop looking back and start running💡 Highlights & Timestamps:00:00 – “I had a pinprick of the heart—I’ve been embarrassed by Jesus.”04:28 – The fear of getting everything you’ve actually asked for08:55 – “I don’t want to mislead myself anymore.”13:44 – The gospel is abundance—self-sabotage is not obedience17:30 – “Trusting Jesus is more embarrassing than any risk I’ve taken.”22:18 – “Sold the house, quit the job… and didn’t tell anyone it was for Jesus.”25:40 – “Your 38. Quit looking back. Enjoy every moment. Rock and roll.”🧠 Core Takeaway:Spiritual embarrassment is just pride in disguise—confess it, crucify it, and follow Jesus anyway.🙏 Closing Line:Crumb Confessional S2E11d — Following Jesus is embarrassing. And I’m finally okay with that.