Season 2 Episode #19 Guest With Zayaa

Send us Fan MailWe’ve made it to episode 19 of Season 2—how insane is that? Almost twenty deep, real, and unforgettable conversations. It’s dropping on March 8th—International Women’s Day. A day that holds history, power, and resilience. If you’ve been here for this season, you know most of my guests have been women—strong, bold, and unapologetically themselves. So it only feels right to dedicate this episode to a conversation that digs even deeper.This time, I sat down with Zayaa, and what we created wasn’t just a podcast episode—it was a journey, a mirror, a reflection of so many of our own thoughts and struggles. A 140-minute deep dive into her past, her growth, her battles, and her vision for the future.We started with her childhood and high school years—those moments that shape us before we even realize it. Friendships, trust, first heartbreaks, the thrill of discovering something new—whether it’s the meaning of loyalty or the confusion of dealing with emotions for the first time. We talked about the innocence of growing up and how those years mold our understanding of the world.Zayaa had one goal: to become a flight attendant. She was passionate, ready to take off—until something changed. She left it behind. What made her walk away from something she worked so hard for? Was it fear? A sudden realization? A decision she regrets or one she stands by? She opened up about that crossroads moment—where life forces you to make a choice that defines your path moving forward.And then, we went even deeper—into the battles we fight internally.Mental health.Anxiety. Overthinking. The kind of thoughts that creep in at night when everything goes quiet. The pressure to have it all figured out. Zayaa didn’t hold back. She talked about her struggles with social anxiety, the weight of expectations, and the journey of trying to feel at peace within herself.She’s been working on becoming a “chill girl”—not just on the outside, but inside, where it really counts. Is it working? Is it helping? She shared her experiences, what’s been helping her heal, and the small but powerful ways she’s changing her lifestyle to bring herself peace and clarity.And, of course, we talked about men.The beautiful, messy, confusing reality of relationships—from the highs of love to the heartbreaks that shake us to our core. We explored the lessons learned, the red flags ignored, and the ways relationships can shape who we are.But then, we asked the bigger question:Can we really live the life we dream of? Can we afford it? Can we work hard enough to reach it? And if we do—is it even worth it?And finally, we arrived at the heart of this episode—what it truly means to be a woman in this world.The expectations. The struggles. The battles we fight just to take up space.On International Women’s Day, it’s not just about celebration—it’s about recognition. About questioning the systems around us. About pushing forward despite everything.I don’t want to spoil everything, because this is a conversation you need to experience for yourself… So grab your headphones, get comfortable, and dive into this episode.If it resonates with you, share it—with your friends, your group chats, your sisters, your mom. Let’s keep these conversations going.Because this isn’t just a podcast—this is a space for us.Hello Welcome to "All There Is With Kirito"Season 2Every Saturday there’s new episodes with new guests I'll try my best to share my all thoughts, opinions and based on my experiences without any lies.It's your safe place to share something that you always wanted