🎙️ Season 2, Episode 7a: Make my yeses my yeses and my noes my noes

🎙️ Crumb Confessional — Season 2, Episode 7aTitle: Make my yeses my yeses and my noes my noesDescription:It’s July 6th, 6:04 AM, and this one’s a full-body confessional. I start with Romans 8:6 and spiral into one of the hardest patterns in my life—saying things I don’t follow through on. From small unseen commitments like sending Sahid a GPT login, to broken boundaries around Twitter and time, I confess how deeply this pattern has eroded self-trust and obedience. Mid-rant, a string of blue trucks drives by. I believe God’s affirming this is a core fracture that must be healed. I pray hard for a new heart—one that honors my word, even when no one’s watching.I talk about:Romans 8:6 and obsession with self as a spiritual dead-endResentment around how truth is only accepted from certain voicesWhy I’ve struggled my whole life to follow through on small commitmentsA raw confession about not honoring my word to SahidPatterns of procrastination, over-promising, and ego-driven prioritizationThe spiritual weight of disobedience in the unseenA gut-level prayer asking God to create a clean heart and redeem lost time💡 Highlights & Timestamps:00:00 – “This one's gonna be a messy one…”01:15 – Romans 8:6 from The Message: self-focus is a dead end06:40 – “I suck at keeping my yeses my yeses and my noes my noes”18:28 – “Blue truck. Another blue truck. Double blue truck…”30:55 – “It builds self-trust when you honor your own word—even when no one sees it”43:42 – Prayer: “Create in me a clean heart, oh God… Redeem the time”📖 Scriptures Referenced:Romans 8:6 – “The mind governed by the flesh is death…”Matthew 5:37 – “Let your ‘Yes’ be ‘Yes,’ and your ‘No,’ ‘No’”Psalm 51:10 – “Create in me a clean heart, O God…”🧠 Core Takeaway:What I call “small” obedience might be the very thing God’s waiting on to unlock everything else.🙏 Closing Line:Crumb Confessional S2E7a — Lord, make me into a man whose yes is yes and no is no—even when no one sees it but You.