Serious

I jumped a fence I break when it needs to bend I fell for a friend I take till I feel the end I killed a plan that ain’t the message that I send a knife in your hand the back of a decent man can you fill me in? the top of my head is missing is that serious? do we still pretend? all we are is friends with kissing is this serious? I lost a bet I hate when it comes to that I lost all my friends I turned on the clock again I made amends I helped closed my head and then I felt for my hands in the air of a broken fan it’s that serious