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Hello, Mark. And she's like around the corner. She's like, there's her hand. I can see her behind the 8,000 cuddle blankets.
I'm Katty. I'm a biz. Stop laughing. You're gonna kill over.
I just missed your hat. Oh my god. This is a ladies and gentlemen. Ladies and gentlemen.
Oh. Welcome to the strap. Roddle! To wrap his back on Tato Mato.
So, but it's not just me this time. My lovely delicate flower abyss. Who's reaching you off right now? Thank you.
How you feel, pookey buttons? Go fuck yourself. You're done. You're done, Denny Boogie.
You gave her the strip. You know, she had a good immune system for a while. And then you just wrapped me on. I knew eventually.
My strap is all powerful. The omnipotent strap. So now we're both on antibiotics. We're both experiencing all the love from the antibiotics.
Because they make you a little tummy problem. See, I'm not having sex with you, so I don't have a strap. You want me to spit in your mouth? No!
I love how it's so funny. It's like Mark doesn't have it. Every time we've gotten sick, Mark hasn't. So we're pretty sure she's like, she's just a carrier.
She's the demon character. What do you call her? Typhoid Mary? Yeah, I can call her Typhoid Mary.
Burn her with fire! But it's like funny, and I feel like she's trying to get it now. She's like trying to get it now to be like... Just to be part.
She's like, I'm included. Or just like, see, it's not me. She's like trying to make me kiss. I'm like, honey, I'm sick.
And she's like, it'll kiss it. And I'm like, oh, you're adorable. And then she's like, I'm going to get a drink out of your cup. I'm like, no!
Stop it! Stop it! She wants to be one of the cool kids. Well now, Kathy is all that's left.
So I think just during the business and I should just make out with you. Don't make me kiss. A show that straps together. Where are you going with that?
I don't know. She loves together. We have no life. I got nothing.
I got no potato mayhem. You just wrapped yourself. Wait a minute. Okay, so we had a bunch of stuff we wanted to talk about in Potato Mayhem.
But I was more interested in Kathy. You're more interested in Kathy. Kathy, you said you had some sort of... ...coatus.
I don't see that on the board. What did you do? What did you do? I was at work on Monday.
You did this at work? Wait a minute. I was working for like a 10, 12 hour day and my neck was in the same position the entire time. And I was taking really good care of it and breathing and relaxing.
So I thought, it's good. My neck's not hurting. It's a little bit stiff. Next day on Tuesday I did the same thing and I was really proud of myself because I wasn't in pain.
On Tuesday's your dick day. It's my dick day. I get together with my Dom dude. Your Dom dude.
And so he's got my own knees and he's got his hands in my hair and I'm giving him a blow job. And suddenly this fucking pain just shoots right through my neck. My neck just spasms right in the middle of a blow job. At least it didn't clamps shut.
And he's all thinking he's badass because I'll laugh at it. You'd like that bitch. Shoke on it. No.
That's not how I went down. He immediately realized that you were in pain. Oh, let's stop right now. And my mom's sorry.
I don't know what happened. We talk about it. He goes like, you know what? Let's just, let's go to the bed and I'm just going to fuck you and he's spreading.
He goes me and he chases my hands to the bed and he throws my legs up in the air and starts fucking me and I'm like, I'm my back, right? I'm not using my hands. I'm going to be fine. You fucking away and it feels so good.
Bam! There goes again. Another next step. And I'm trying to just work through and he's all knows something's wrong.
I'm like, yeah, it's a fucking neck again. You're a Franken-Kappy look on your face. It makes me fail anymore. I mean, Buggy has hurt Mark and I playing it times during sex.
Well, I, you know, the listeners often get treated to what has Boogie done to a woman this week. So your man is now we're on par? No. No, we didn't do that.
Although I will say- You did it from your aggressive Town, I will say there was a time that I used to get like back spasms during sex? Because- I remember those. You haven't had one of those in a while. I have a fucking harder.
And basically, like I had to stop him on the fucking area. He moves in and now we need to bed. And my back would just spasm and I'd be like, oh, after care was an ice pack. I'm like, oh, rubbing my penis is all my.
I'm like, oh, that's okay. But I'm going to put ice on your bag. She looks at me and she's like, you're the old one. I feel old.
Right. Like, man, so you had a little sex injury there. A little sex injury. Well, that's, that happens.
That happens. What else we got? Hey, moved in here. Finally moved in here.
In here where to the laboratory. And to the, we'll just call it the threshold laboratory because, you know, threshold is literally six feet on the other side of the wall. We're at threshold. This is the laboratory or the via Hollywood Daddy's office.
Hollywood Daddy's all, you should, you know, get chicks that I should call it the VIP. Mm-hmm. Like the VIP lounge. Not Hollywood Daddy's plan.
I'm like, that's actually brilliant. Let's do that. But then, you know, people like make arrows because it's always relaxed rules in the VIP lounge, right? No.
No. No. I don't know. I just gave them self-claps.
I know. I'm the one with the laptop. Thank you Valentine. I just clapped on myself.
I'm within arms reaching. Don't. Okay, hit R. I want you to feel the power.
R. See? I can feel the power. Now Kathy's like, I want a laptop.
So no. I'm reaching random buttons. Boy, won't that make it great. So what is this featured orgasm?
Featured orgasm. Okay. Once again, our Fet Life group. Because we need a bed.
For a pretty podcast. What? Because we need a bed. Oh, yeah, no, no, no.
Yeah, we moved. I'm all moved in to the laboratory now. So my stuff is out of storage. You're not all moved in.
You're not all moved in. You're not all moved in. You're not all moved in. Well, I'm just saying, look, it's been since 2008, since I had some, you know, disposable trouble.
And, you know, everything got shifted around and I've lived either in motor homes or wherever. So this is like the first time since 2008 that I've had everything here, not in storage, the studio set up, the massage table set up, we have a podcast. So of course the bottom is going to probably drop out, you know, within a month because that's my way. But at least for this month, I feel for the first time, you know, I got all my, you know, I found out how much shit that I got to get rid of because it's useless.
But it's exciting. But the only thing that's missing is now I need a full size bed to put in the laboratory. No king size. No.
No. But what's cool is is now that we have the new mixing board in here, we have which segues now into featured orgasm. I can actually set a microphone over the bed. Hang on, I have an extra condenser mic.
Thank you. And we can hang that over there and actually do like, you know, girl, girl demos on the bed during the show. Huh? No, don't eat that.
He's like, ehhh. Yeah, that's seeking approval. But I'm seeking. So then you're going to record orgasm.
So then so that is segues into something we're talking about in the Provertive Podcasts MetLife group, which is curious and everyone, the volunteers have really jumped on building the group because we're like, hey, that's where we all communicate. So we put one of the topics, what do you want to see on Provertive Podcasts and people had a bunch of great ideas, which is what we have begged for, for 44 episodes to get ideas for what you want us to do on the show. I mean, we have the FitLife topics and the things that we talk about, but we want to know more what you want to talk about. And so one of the things Hollywood Daddy said is I want orgasms on the show, real orgasms, which I'm like, that's what I wanted.
That's what I wanted since I was started radio 3000 years ago. I want orgasms too. I want men to orgasm. You're so no, no, no, no, you're totally missing the point of featured orgasm.
It's going to be female orgasm. It's because you know, it's got to be female orgasm. I was like, it's got to be female orgasm. That's because okay, well, you learn how to edit.
I can't edit. You learn. I will get male orgasms, edit them in audacity and send them to you and we're going to... No, no, no, no, no.
You're not sending anything. You can run the board? No, no. Get up.
Hey. I'll tell you what. I'll say look, it's R. Why do you have to crush my dream?
Why? I didn't even get the dream out. And you had to crush it in the first sentence. I'll tell you what.
I'll give you six weeks and then I'm putting in some male orgasms. That's fine. So you just stick your fingers and go la la la la. Probably wouldn't be good.
But the idea of future orgasms is we have a number of fucking perverts listening to the show and they're like, well, I'd orgasm and tape it or let you tape it or whatever. But the issue is the idea is that at the end of the orgasm, so we know you didn't just jack it off a porn or something like that, you have to thank perverted podcast or say, I love you perverted podcast or something. Or scream out your name or scream out, or scream out a business name over and over and over or Kathy's name. Or Lois.
Oh, yes. Lois will be all, oh, oh, oh, oh abyss. So anyway, we're going to start doing that. And of course, there's volunteers already and of course, Mark, and I think even abyss might have agreed to this challenge.
Which will be funny if you actually hear my orgasm. If it's a good one, if it's a good one, let me tell you something. It's it's it's a. Blow the roof off the place.
Yeah, it's like exorcist level why her neighbors have never called the police. They just don't care. I don't want to miss a cop and has a come over. Hasn't come over.
Well, you know, there's she's dying. She's dying again. So that's one of the things we're going to do. So we got a lot of fun stuff that's coming up.
But what else is on the list? Abyss and I, you'll see on our perverted podcast page, especially SoundCloud and Facebook, you will see a new wax play picture with abyss because we finally, after two and a half years of having the the items, abyss is like, you know, we haven't done a wax play scene in a while. Can you do the dinosaurs? We had planned it for two years.
She's just checking before she dumps me. She's just checking the list. We went to SeaWorld. We, you know, we do the dinosaur.
I'm wondering what's next. Like, there's a certain recipe I have to make her fucking French toast in an apron or something and then that's it. I like that. Get pictures of that.
That's it. I have pictures of some cooking and just a paper. Oh, yes, I've seen that. Is that on the list?
Sure. We're checking them off. So we did the dice. So basically you do the full body wax play and then you terrain it with little dinosaurs or whatever you do.
I wanted to do model trains, you know, because I've been doing wax play a long time. It's one of my things and Ferris wheels and whatever, but it's just really cute. So you do the wax play and then you put the little dinosaurs and the rare, dino, dino, dino, dino, dino, dino, dino, dino, dino, dino, dino, dino, dino, dino, dino, dino, dino, and she wouldn't let go with the brontosaurus because it was a little yellow brontosaurus and it was really cute. So they get stuck in the wax.
And then we folded paper and made little volcanoes and I poured red wax in those so it ran down like a valley of white. And it kept like burning my hula. Why do you think you're in? Why do you have to get dirty sideways?
Look, Kathy. That's just another thing you've done to her. Her body. Her muhua.
She burned. He burned muhua. Speaking of things, he's done to people. What about the next eggplants?
Oh, hey, if you're on a preferred podcast on our FET Life group or Pornhub or any of the other places, the cage hasn't started video uploads left and I've got to talk to him about that and see when they're going to start doing that. But so we try to do these little funny like pornographic. We. We.
You know, Mark. Yeah, Mark. Mark's always up for anything. I do things, do her vagina and ass and you can't see her face or anything.
But and then I sing like really fucked up songs or like I did one singing out of her asshole, like green screen or asshole. And it was awesome. That was disturbing. That was honestly.
I actually I looked at Mark. I don't watch any of the videos because it's a little awkward. But I like look over at my mark. I didn't really need to see boogie's head coming out of your butt hole.
And she just like puts her little head head in her face and she's like my shame. I don't think anybody needs to see boogie's. So the one we did last week was actually very hot. She had a Chinese eggplant and I sang like some jazzy kind of Chinese eggplant song next to her masturbating with a Chinese eggplant because that's what you do.
Yeah, that's just what you do. And after you do that, you do some, you know, that much stuff. Just another day on bed. But with honey, can't get freaky sex and he's free.
The type of things you see on bed. Like we'll leave you happy. Hi, enlightened or possibly perplexed for your piece of mine. Please know that the other every post we talk about has specifically granted us permission to do so.
Like how much you enjoy doing that. Or you're just okay. We're gonna just do. Uh huh.
No, don't want to don't. Or I hate you both. You were sick though. Look at us.
That's no good. You weren't sick last week. It had been. We were incubating.
Yeah, you were incubating. Incubating the strepage. The strepage. So what have we got going on?
Well, our first post is from Ann Aylius who wrote a post called Switzerland sucks or why neutrality in the kink community isn't a great idea. She says I typically don't take sides in public drama. I stay neutral. But I've come to understand lately that there is a downside to neutrality.
And that is by not actively standing up to or object to things that are unsafe, unethical, and true, or just plain wrong, I'm actually condoning it and making it easier for these things to be done repeatedly. By not saying something, by not holding someone accountable for their behavior actions and words, I'm indicating that said behavior is acceptable when perhaps it's not. Ah. That's a fact.
Where do I stick my dick? Where do I stick my dick? My two cents? My opinion?
My authority? Your foot? And my policing? All omnipotence.
I like this post. What I liked about the post is because this is a question you ask yourself in any lifestyle. This can be in a church. This can be in an archery group.
This can be anywhere. There is no, the DSM hasn't done enough studies on this, but there was another, I think, Connolly, 2003, some study. I really should have my facts together. You should.
Well, the study was whether or not BDSM kinky people are any more abusive or any more of any disorder than others. And it did show that in our community, there is no evidence whatsoever that there's any more abuse or there's any more crazy people here that there isn't any other church, you know, water polo group, whatever, because you know, there's water polo motherfuckers, especially girls when you watch the under camera view. But, but it is something that comes up in any group. Where do I get involved?
Where do I not get involved? Do I rock the boat? Are there people in this community that have been maybe around for a long time? And they have some sort of authority or image and, you know, these types of questions come up a lot.
But I really like the fact that she didn't come at it from like, we got to do something about this. You know, it was really a question. Where do we, where do we get involved? I like how you both like look at me, I'm all like, I just go to you.
I just look at you. Come on, strappy. It's hard because for me, much like she was saying in her post, I stay neutral for a lot of it, you know, and I like how she said, your kinks are your kinks, you know, they don't have to be mine because there are certain things in this lifestyle I've seen where I'm like, whoa, I completely disagree. You know, it's their dynamic.
But, but on the other hand, there are certain things that are a baseline for me. If it's anything illegal, if it's anything involving non consent, if there's anything involving kids or animals, like these are these are hard limits for me that I will speak up against. And those are based on my personal ethics. I mean, we've had situations in the community where we've had to, you know, step up for a non consent, you know, a consent violation, where it's like, I had no problem getting involved in that.
Did it get messy for a lot of people? Yeah, it did. It got messy for a lot of people, but and it was against people who were known in the community. And it was, I had no problems standing up and saying, go fuck yourselves, this is, this is what this was wrong.
Wrong is wrong. I don't care what fucking reputation you have, taking into a more personal level, because at first when I was reading the post, I got confused. Because I'm like, I don't air my personal business on that. Boogie and I are fighting while we are on the podcast.
Right here. No, even in the podcast, if we try to avoid shit, if we're gonna, if it's gonna set us off for a point where it just for whatever shits and giggles we're not going to, but and I for the most part, I don't air my dirty laundry. You know, that's between me and my significant others. So, but when it comes to like my friends, I have sided with friends.
If I think something has gone shitty for my friends in the community and outside of the community, dance could be, I'll go, I'll go to bat for them. But it just for me, it's, I guess my cut offs are, if it's in the community, it's, are those my baseline, the like hard limits, kids, illegal, blah, blah, blah, whatever. Those are my baseline for my own personal life. I try and keep it out of, you know, talking shit to people and as far as my friends, if there's a situation where as he said, she said, I'm a girl, I will side with my friend.
Sorry. You know, I think, I sit up in my chair. Get ready Boogie. Okay.
Yoda. If we're talking about my personal life and your personal life, I stay out of a lot of shit and I've kept sane and as leadership at threshold, staying out of the drama, especially the internet drama is something that we really strive for. And, and that keeps, that keeps me from being the judge and jury. Now then, because we have this thing called evidence and as an atheist, I enjoy evidence and rational thought.
And when you're talking about hearsay on the internet, unless I'm seeing a post from somebody that hears their post and hears them threatening or them saying demeaning comments or, you know, not being tolerant or whatever, which I don't read. So I'm not going to see that. But if there's evidence, okay, well, now we have a situation because in threshold, it's kind of our job to be the ethical police in threshold and for our members. And if somebody is doing something that's hurting people non-consentually, well, then as leadership and as a community, then yeah, we do have an obligation to stand up and say, hey, these behaviors aren't acceptable and either, you know, grow up or move out.
But as far as like the hearsay on the internet, I say the fuck out of it because I don't know, I've seen on both ends, I've seen, yes, maybe this person was treated poorly or whatever, but I've also seen people lie about it. I've seen a lot of people make up stories because they don't like somebody and then they just lie because people lie. So it really comes down to where can we get the evidence? That's at least where I stand.
I agree. Anything on the internet is just fraught with so many potential problems. It's hard to side in any way. And I'm somebody who does not like chaos.
I don't like drama. I say away from it as much as I can. I chose this post because it's really rather personal to me. I fully agree that everybody has to choose for themselves where that line is drawn.
At what point you're going to step up and say, now I have to say something. And it's personal for everybody. I get that. For me, the reason I like to this post is because she's specifically saying when you reach that point where you realize you have to say something and you steal her back and off and saying, I have a personal rule that I don't get involved with drama, I call bullshit on that because it happened to me personally.
That's happened before but recently it happened to me where I had three friends who decided that something that I was involved in, they didn't want to get involved in. They didn't want to have to deal with drama. They said, I'm just going to say neutral, I'm backing off. I don't want to get involved.
And that hurt like you would not be weaved because that was not, I don't want to get involved in drama. I don't want to get involved in your chaos. You were taking sides, motherfucker. You were taking sides by condoning someone else's bad behavior against me.
Now these people witnessed this bad behavior. These people knew that this was- I can't get into the particulars but they were aware of what was going on. All right. In that case, I agree.
And then there were certain points where they decided they don't want to know anymore. So they chose what they wanted to know and then they put a stop to it and they said, and I want to pretend that this everything is okay. And I've seen that happen. Of course it's personal for me and that's why I chose it.
But I have seen that happen many times where in an effort to stay away from the chaos people say, I don't want to get involved. And that is not the right path to take at that time. When you- there is a point where you have to speak up and if at that point you instead back off, you are a fucking coward. And they will normally come back and bite them in the ass anyway to be perfectly honest.
Absolutely. Because what had happened, I was in a similar situation. I can go in a more detail because fuck them. My piece of shit ex-husband cheated on me.
We were married two years and he had I think last count eight affairs in two years. So our friends knew. And basically when I called him out on it and said, hey, are you guys going to back me up? Because we wanted an open relationship or anything like that.
Mark, can you go answer the door and tell me we are doing a show? We are doing a show right now. We will get back to you there in a little bit of time. The labor story.
Thanks for visiting. Sorry. We need an on-air light. We are so cool.
We are going to podcast. I am here. Do not disturb. I have a flashing red light.
I am sorry Abyss. Please continue. Asking the friends to back you up telling them that- Well, basically they were supposed to back me up and with evidence like my ex was a known liar. Everyone knew.
This guy was a liar. People would be like, I do not know the full story. So I am not going to take sides. And I am like, first of all, you know he is a liar.
And when have I relied on you? So it is one of those things where it is in order to save face and not get involved in that fight. They all backed off and threw me under the bus. See, that is being a fucking coward.
I do not want to deal with this. So I am going to be hiding in the neutrality thing and I am a coward. Although the next thing is over the years, which is funny because all these same people who are like, I do not want to get involved, I mean the true colors came out and they realize, no, no, this whole time you were right. Can I have the unpopular point of view in this discussion with two people?
With two people that obviously have harsh experiences in this and I have had this too. I have absolutely had this too. I am not going into any detail because there is legalities involved back long time ago when I ended up homeless. But I have had people turn on me that I thought had my back and completely dropped the ball and completely did not want to get involved regardless of whether it was going to involve them even or not.
I know it feels cowardice and maybe in that friendship because you guys are talking about situations with friends, people you knew, people that you thought you cared about, people that you thought were loyal and people that thought had your back. Known for ten years. Known for ten years. And those people, they chickened out.
I totally agree. Is it cowardice? Yes. Is it someone's prerogative to just say I am afraid I don't know how to deal with this?
I don't want the drama. Yes, does it prove they are a good friend? No. It absolutely proves they are not a good friend and at that point you have to decide I have had people in my life that didn't want to get involved in my shit and I just kind of said alright well you are at this level and that's cool.
But I am not going to judge and beat someone up for being afraid to get involved because that's people get scared. People get scared. They don't, it challenges who they are. It challenges who they think they are as a person.
Is it someone that I want to be a friend? A lot of those people I am like fuck you and when they came back when everything calmed down I said hey you know what I know who you are and I know who is back you have when things are down and I don't really need to be your friend. But there is a part of me that has to have compassion for fear in that situation. I don't have to accept it or like them.
But that's not what I am talking about. If somebody were to come up to me and said I am afraid I don't know how to deal with this and I just want to back off. That is quite different from lying to my face. And it's not just me.
Because I've actually seen it happen here at the club where people should have stood up for consent violations and they did it. And there was a really big one here a while back and I saw people back away because it involved somebody that they were, it was somebody who was very well known and they didn't want to get involved. That was the same situation. Yes.
So it doesn't matter. Yes it's personal to me but I have seen it play out. It is when someone feels afraid, doesn't know what they should do. But they don't say that.
What they say is pretend to take the high road and say I am not going to get involved in the chaos. I shall be neutral. You peasants go and fight against your own. I will sit back and wait until it's all over.
You're lying motherfucker. You're a fucking coward. I'm not going to argue with you. I totally agree with you.
When someone does not know what to do and they're afraid. Yeah, of course I'm going to get pissed off at that. You were my friend. I'll calm down later on.
I won't hold it against you. It's not going to go easy. But you lie to me and tell me you're doing the right thing. You're not doing the right thing.
I don't even want to know. I will take the kind of flip side to all of this. And like I said, when it comes to personal life, that's when you're deciding friends versus not friends. That's when you're cutting your first.
When it comes to community in regards to rape, consent violations. Yeah, there's no choice. There's no fucking choice. You have to do it.
You need to stand up. I don't care what your dynamic is or what. And we did. And I think that is one of the bigger differences.
And it's like, yeah, I have plenty of these people who I still see. Are we friends? No. Do I trust them?
No. Are there people? I got to see, I go to those fucking meetings. You know, those fucking meetings.
The AA is the OA's, you know, those meetings. And you hear a lot of people destroyed in those situations because years later, they realize how much damage they did to someone by not standing up for them. So that's where I come from in that, in not a compassion. It doesn't mean I have to forgive you.
It doesn't mean I have to accept that you didn't stand up when you should have stood up. But I understand fear. And I understand people lying to get out of it because that's an instinct is to protect yourself. So an incredible, incredibly, incredibly, squirmy.
I was all, we were having fun. We were getting strappy. But it's true. I mean, I think now that now that we've gone, that it is a character defect, how do we make a solution?
How do we empower people? How do we let them know, hey, you know what? Like you said, if you're afraid, just say you're fucking afraid. If you don't want to get on, get support so that you can stand up and say, this is wrong.
Because if you're doing it by yourself, I can understand being afraid by yourself. So try to reach out. And there's also different lines where if it is something where, I mean, because there have been plenty of times where people have tried to drag me into their drama where it's like, dude, I have no business being involved in this. I'm not going to fight your body when it's not my shit.
Like there was a, there was a couple of years back a breakup and the, the submissive was trying to like get me on her side about like, oh, well, I'm like, oh, well, my top did this, this and this and blah, blah, blah. And I'm like, that was your guys's relationship. I'm not going to come in after the fact and fucking try and sweep up and bad mouth him because you guys broke up. So that's the drama we don't, I do not.
And I tell people to your face and you don't call me a friend. I'm not your friend. I don't care if there wasn't a rape. If there wasn't some sort of thing that was really serious, none of my business don't give a shit.
And if you don't like me because I don't like the person that you now don't like and we have that on the podcast, that's fine. That's totally cool. But if you're the type of person that goes, well, I don't like them. And if you don't like them because if you like them, you know what I mean.
But I mean, but the difference is like I will also say from my personal thing, like when it comes to like Kathy or whatever, I back up Kathy. Well, yeah, that's the family. That's the thing. And that's the thing.
And that's the thing I also value with my friends and expected of my friends is if we're close enough that I can send you, consider you a friend and stuff, I expect you to have my back if I'm having yours. But I know you. But I work up. We still take me a size, you know, you're being kind of an ass-hand.
Yeah. I think that's part of the communication. I say that, you know, like here in the perverted circus at perverted podcast, it is a family and we do hold each other accountable. And we don't have to worry about if someone fucks up, you fuck up.
And I'll love you guys and back you up. But if you fucking hurt a kid, go fuck yourself. I don't care if you're my family, I don't care if you're my fucking dad, I don't care whatever. There are certain things that there is no loyalty if you make that choice to go down that road.
And I don't care who you are. And I would hope that it would be the same for me. If there was evidence that I did something really, really fucking shitty that I have to be held accountable for that. Yeah.
Well, this was a great post. I'm like, goodness it generated a little shitstorm of a BI here. Thank you to Ann Avis for that. Let's go on to...
Also great to go. What do you love about perverted podcast? A humor infused with the inside the education makes it fun to me. I like to find the use of the word infused.
Does that mean that you want to talk inside of you? Sure. Yeah. Who doesn't?
Well, thank you. That's about all we have time for today. I'm going to infuse Liti. Thank you very much for listening to the perverted podcast.
Pup, pup, pup, pup, perverted podcast. I didn't put the end part on the end of time. You're such a bird. It's from his interview on a stick.
Interview on a stick. I made our little recording thing. It's called the perverted podcast, Wand of Praise. I'm going to call it interview on a stick.
I like it when it's a stick. Whatever it's fine, fuck off. It's interview on a stick. I don't win.
But anyway, it's so we can go out and like that was a... I grabbed Lizzie and I was just like, why did I go so blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. But now we can go on the street, we can go to events, you know, and Dom Coms and all those sort of things. Don't give me the stick.
And just ask people questions. People would talk more to you than they would to boogie. I don't know. I feel like I just hit people with a stick.
It's like on a long stick. It's a big stick. But it looks good as a little thing around. You have to wear a pink tutu and run around just bopping people in the head with it.
You know, like, how do they do that right after you do? All I'm saying is we're moving up into more legit. We're legit. We have people knocking on our damn door.
We really do sign up that it's on the air. On the air. That is awesome though. What are you talking about?
This is that street. That is street recording. This is garage. Do you need to pause the shows?
No, no, no, no. Oh my God! You guys have the weirdest names for you. Mark, you should be taking pictures.
She's moderating. Mark! Look at that face. That was the face.
I asked me if I needed to stop the show so I could take a moo-poo. What? Did you see the look? Oh my God, your eyes get open any wider.
But they're very clear. They're the whites of your eyes are very clear. We're on antibiotics. We're on antibiotics.
Moo-poo is a sign effect. I hope you shite yourself. I do all of fucking own it. Is there anything going on in the chat room?
Oh, actually there was a good conversation about psychopaths and how they suck. We all seem to have a shit ton of them in our lives. Yeah, and Mark's been doing a really great job of moderating. They were talking about empowerment and Jurassic.
Oh no. Jurassic Park. I didn't even say that. We called C, because it's wax play and we had little dinosaurs so I named it Jurassic Park.
No, no applause for you. I give it. What's the other fat life? It's from Lazarus.
It's called the weight game. Weight as in. Heavy. He's talking about his relationship with his ex girlfriend named Abby and he says, there's a lot I could say about my time with Abby.
What you can't talk about is how her weight turned me off. The reason is simple. It never crossed my mind. But in the end, sadly, it was the weight that caused our relationship to fail.
It was my weight. In her head, she couldn't believe that I would want her. She had this kind of mental algorithm that calculated who should be with who. And on this slide, she couldn't rationalize why I liked her.
Finally, I had enough of trying to convince her otherwise. It wasn't our weights that were too far apart to coexist. It was our realities. I suspect that reality kept her in a kind of prison.
One that told her she wasn't good enough. One that made her hate. What she saw when she looked in a mirror. Man, you just pick them fucking daisy sunflower topics today.
I don't want to go and read this. It was an incredibly well-wetened post. I'm not normally one to gush on posts. I was reading in my strep-y haze.
I was like, this is really good. It was a really well-told story. Yes. Very good.
Look at him. Look at all the shit. I don't always have a choice as to what we're going to choose. You already have these.
I have to read. By the way, I have to read podcast listeners. Start sending in some hotcakes. You see?
I don't have to read so much. Do you want to go? No, you go. No, I obviously have a snarked hand.
I definitely have a different take. I understand guy language. I surely understand this type of situation because I've been through it. I've been through it on both ends.
I've been through it on the end where I have tried to rescue somebody with positive encouragement. The whole post was about his lovemaking to this woman I called it lovemaking because I got very sappy. Just the constant encouragement. I have done that ad nauseam with people.
I'm an encouraging person. I understand that people need to be built up. We all understand that in communication that when somebody has some low self-worth, then you present them the things that they don't see in themselves. That is a great practice.
That part of this post, I thought, was exceptional that here's somebody that really tried and the person just wasn't ready to get it. I wasn't ready to get it when people tried to help me when I was all drunk and fucked up on drugs. Just like I wasn't ready when I was in a daddy-girl relationship and I still hated myself so much and people were trying to give me love and care and support so I could see that I had more talent and on the opposite direction. What I saw in this article also was a guy reaching out trying to say, hey, I tried.
I'm still okay. I'm a good guy. I tried. I need some validation.
This post seemed to need some validation. I did a good job, which I think he did do a good job and I am validating that. Other than the eloquence and the hero type of thing, I saw a poster that went through something that was shitty because man, it feels like shit when you put your fucking ass into someone. You go for it and you know that if she or he only saw the amazingness that I see, oh my goodness, the potential that they have and you try and the harder that you need, they just don't get it.
Eventually you have to just say black tote tag like a Bisoy says and you have to let it go. Yeah, well, I love this post. I don't think he was fishing for anything. I just, Biss and I were talking about this before the show and how, you know what you say, Boogie is very telling, trying to rescue someone and trying to show them what they don't see themselves.
You obviously can as you learned and as Lazarus spoke about because you're fighting their own demons and their own head and you cannot unprogram or deprogram somebody just because of your own demons. They have to be ready to ever want it. Absolutely. And as I was telling a Biss before the show, it sounds to me, I would be in this place, I would be this chick when I was younger.
That would be exactly me because I had so much bullshit in my head that it didn't matter what anyone said. I would not be able to get rid of that programming. As I got older, I've learned a lot of lessons and I would, of course, if somebody really, some gorgeous, good looking person came up to me and said, hey, I want to get together with you, I would look them up and down and go, all right, I don't get it, but let's go for it. I don't understand what you want, but all right, straight motherfucker, let's get up.
See, I think you're done. High five. Yeah, but even for me, it took a long time and I even still have a hard time taking a compliment. People were like, oh, you're pretty.
You're pretty. I'm my first thought literally because I had so much bullshit and so much baggage and whatever negative thoughts that I thought they were lying. I thought they were lying. My first thought was what do you want?