Show 85 "Magic Stuffy Roach"

Nixi made that is that not awesome. It's a tentacle porn going into a vagina and she stitched it right under the mic what do they call this? embroidery She embroidered a tentacle going into a vagina with perverted podcast on it is the greatest thing and the clitoris is like colored I just want you to see that you should see and did you see yourself on a blanket on a giant blanket trying to ignore it Look at that fucking awesome. You have the best face.

Did you see what Bell made for Mark? No Bell made a stuffed cockroach Stuff she made a Fred a stuffed cockroach for mark look at that Now she has not that's well the other one I just put Fred six outside the door so there's another dead right you guys want to show Show the following show is for mature audiences only listener discretion is advised and if you don't like it, please go fuck yourself What do you feel your six life is quite lame? Hello and welcome to the perverted podcast a show where we play the adventures of the kinky lifestyle Recording live from the threshold love lab in North Hollywood, California in front of an amazing perverted audience. Hello perverts I'm Kathy and I am cowboy and this is show 85.

Did 85 thought it was eight? No, it tells me these days what the show number is He has 80 fucking suction cup darts stuck to his glasses. How do you even see? Do you have frickin lasers coming out?

These are big My eye. Oh my god. We're old. Can I just say before the show remember tiny younger tiny under is now You did your preach for the audience who's listening and doesn't realize this when we have new audience members boogie gives them a pre show warm Up like to tell them what the rules are we have a new member captain fantasy is that the right?

Okay, he came in after you did it and so I said somebody tell everybody tell me talk I've to fantasy what boogie said and Bell starts giving the name your whole speech is he says I can be tiny under and tiny boogie So we have a backup you and I could die and we're just zeb writing. Thank you Kathy. That is that is wonderful I will get right on that. I will start dying right now.

Thank you for that So we have a baby's can eat me slower and quicker. Well now we have a plan B. Yes. No, I'm just saying now we have a plan B Ah Plan B Bell I get it Comes back from Scotland on the ball.

Yeah abyss. You got finally you're pretty yourself up back to normal yet again Whoa, yeah, we're looking to hug up there. Thanks guys, especially when you look like like a remote. No, you look like a bull haggis You're replacing me with remote Poppy remote.

Yeah, Poppy remote saying the chairs. Oh, we're like oh So you're back where the fuck were you well I was in Scotland it was lovely there was there was I'm giants that were claimed. They were people I came up to like those seriously those are big like bigger than hunger Really? Yeah, like the whole country of Scotland just giant big like Like huge I was like what the shit and it was funny because the person I was staying with was a very very kind person Who let me stay with them for the first off of my trip and showed me around and I got to see amazing and beautiful things And I put my foot down and said we're gonna go find fucking dinosaurs He's like seriously like like an archaeological dig like we had to go to a museum He's like he don't want to go like drinking and hang out and like party.

I'm all know I want to go find dinosaurs Only you abyss. No, it's just got there was other people there Dinosaurs different than the normal dinosaurs Oh But it was great except for everyone there was seriously huge I came to like their shoulder I'm not even kidding. So what you mean? But mean so like they stepped on me and they figured I'd move But I didn't you punch it up who'd you punch in the nuts?

Well, I did get my host in the chin Oh, okay, I kind of donched my host a little nice not intentionally It was like a non it was not intentionally kink but I kind of it was not consensual no no it was not non-consensual It was not intentional there's a difference Your so vicious and badass you just it was not intentional kink just Funny because even his friends are like you should come back he listens to you See and I was like oh well and there it was funny because it was a situation where because he kept touching things like a painting Because he'd like we go to a museum and you'd like go to touch like a painting a fucking like painting from like the 16th century And I just like literally like a look over it's a six foot two ginger is like going to touch this fucking like painting from like the 16th century and I just like But when he was good I gave him treats Like I'm like I'm doming my fucking like host nice, but he was a good boy He got good things and I got a good boy at this point, but it wasn't intentional But you know it worked out we had a lovely time. I also went to Ireland, which was really great I did some hiking and now I'm here so back where it rocks all the time I mean you had that nice little significantly vacation, but now you are amongst Holy shit, there's people standing remotely we're growing and the podcast is definitely growing people either growing or just there's just a whole new Generation of no life's exactly that just all want to hang out with us ouch see so I would just like to think the latter I know enough that we attracted these lovely people That is it and there is a special lovely lady in house tonight Paper doll get up to the mic get up to the mic every time for people We have a new method see we have a new method when someone volunteers We have to get them on the show as quickly as possible to realize you'll trip them You know just a guilt trip them to never leave so they stay consistent because paper doll now has has kind of taken over Regular posting for our fat life group where you know she posted the stuff we talked about and links and stuff and she's amazing She does an amazing job. So how are you enjoying your your magical volunteering so far? I'm enjoying the the consensual humiliation right now.

That's pretty good. Nice. I'm also enjoying the flattery So that's also a really nice emotion I feel like tingly right now. I am mentally warm and Now millions of people are you blushing through microphone, but I think my cheeks are probably pretty red nice But yeah, I haven't found the platform.

I don't know what I'm gonna do with it or how much time I'll have to do anything But clearly I have lots of opinions But I'm more curious about what other people are thinking too so occasionally I'll occasionally like to throw things out there But it'd be great to see what other people say and it's great So we'll so eventually what we'll do is maybe like once a month You can come back and then like here's all the fucked up shit people said in the comments section So kind of keep you either the conversation going or just whatever random truly shit because you know I love it see the important thing is really good about not pressuring me because I'm not really a commitment for the person, but he's bringing that out and you're really strong Your fears I bring out your fears that fear in particular Or maybe once every see it could just be a tie Where I can kill ourselves No, it wasn't long enough that we can talk shit about it Really like Star Trek I guess that was a thing to you right? Yeah, I think I think also looking around most of the people don't actually That's the other two Everyone know the Halley's comic group a bunch of people kill themselves That's not common. Huh? What?

That most of the different common people call it It was what? Kill pop As usual Kill pop It was dough It was a comment I impersonated dough in a death video that I did once like one of those faces of death Either way Either way I don't realize it Yeah, yeah This is pretty much this is pretty much what we do by the way. Thanks for coming back Bye Bye So okay Yeah That's a scary way nothing wrong with you okay You have accomplished that Goddammit I really felt that I was gonna be able to kind of you know manipulate a stay Overkill yeah, that's what I look at the how we still here. I don't know I am Something has to do with the jello he keeps I bring Yes, I bring putting a lot of fucking putting in that bridge You know manipulate a lot of people hey, but and and sometimes though any miss this abyss sometimes we do go on perverted podcast outings Road trips road trips and and how do you say it?

I'm gonna say pervert Never mind you had a moment there. That's what you do. Thank you like really loud and really excited The kitchen and go hey you want to go chase a poking my mama She's like has the imaginary keg under her arm. She says they're pumping it.

I was like where we got it fucking do a headstand 99 cent store to buy dollars shit So she did the pumping motion so we go to this and it's not I forget in the UK They have this other they have their dollar or pound store like four pound or something store But out here we have the dollar tree or 99 cents or so we're gonna go in there We'll be in you and you and and marking money and and so we just said hey We like a family we look like a you know cuz Kathy and I are fucking all this dirt and the two young girls are young So so I said well, why don't we just role play like wrong family? So it was like I was like you know talking all like wifely Really loud like okay, huh? You go get this and blah blah blah blah. She would go down I would instantly don't let the budget father spent too much money And I'd be like okay, and then they turn around and I'd start fucking groping their buds and just totally like hey Your mom's not here give daddy a kiss Don't tell her I got in trouble the last time and it's okay cuz she'll get drunk later and she'll fall asleep and Everybody was just what is going on here?

So I might look nobody saw nobody care. Yes, I saw the looks nobody care It was non-consensual family play you kiss better than mommy I do you want to get some pudding? Go get some pudding. Did you get off the pudding what was that bad?

Is that this hateful? My tacky was that all that stuff about consent pretty much out the windows pretty much I just didn't we just teach a class about not involving the public non-consensual in your place Why are you speaking so much just leave me you wait on bitch. Just fuck the fuck what is this like split personality Kathy? Yes, you know what it is like a closet a guy you really are you're like Hey, no No, you know what it is the reason she's like doing that she looked over and saw me Oh shit But it was fun Don't shake the pennies it's really irritating to my ears so So that let we'll need a week look at show you guys get up and show this Market bunny we were starting cuz bunny really likes needles and of course mark had to get over her her needle phobia And so now we got to this she is done with an event And now she's wearing we went and did the thing where we glue the feathers into the backs of the needles and then we make like little wings on her So they have the starter wing kit what this evening?

Yeah, bunny has 21s and and mark has 25 so and we found out that on bunny it may be good to do 25s for this She likes that her needles, but just during play not when it's yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah So it's really that's really exciting so and then we do what Jingle so late makes happy so fucking happy And they're all popping to it Thank you Is that yeah, I already did I told you guys the electric fence story Well wait till next year What is the word of the day what is the word of the day today's word of the day is cogent cogent cogent cogent cogent cogent cogent cogent cogent cogent cogent No, like telly sivala wait to stay current there Hey, are you calling me old I am well your code Jack cogent Oh carjack code okay, it's like a seven like It really does yes sounds like you're not feeling so fresh cogent But actually what it means flowers But you shot for a second what does it mean? It means very clear and easy for the mind to accept and believe boogie is not very cogent Lee Is he not cogent Lee now you're just making it an ad for a person? I am cogently speaking today. No, you're not you're never cogent I'll tell you that right now.

So cogent is like another word for clear except more than one syllable So you can sound like you use more than one syllable. Wow, so you want all the one syllable? I like it. I think you should be clearer Talk straight at this point my eyes have glazed over that's again.

I'm just zoning out there I'm like I'm not gonna lie. Are you gonna make me wear mommy's panties again? Oh, is that what you seriously said? Like seriously I actually went down another one.

I realize fuck guys look. I'm cogent What cogent the word is so the word is cogent so for other show we're gonna try to use the word Okay, who's gonna get up there and use cogent in a sentence somebody get up there your cogent just go make a sense get up there Go good identify yourself first. I'm captain fantasy captain fantasy use cogent in a proper sentence. Okay You suck already you have failed all right cast as a method of bringing ideas out of an intangible format and into a cogent conversational Air of relevance.

Yes, I just got a word of the day boner. That was Kathy now wants to massage your testicles you bottom you do Listen Kathy you got a guy that can actually articulate a fucking sentence Me And he bought him so you can just literally you could have him like on a table and just like give him like a And just like make him read things to you that I'm not gonna lie that huh? I'm just pimping for you. Thank you.

I'm just I'm just panping for my pen. That's what I point out His name is Captain fantasy. Oh, there's no idea. Oh paper.

I'll do the rescue. Oh, you come with a cape Please tell me there's a cape no capes no capes Capes are bad I believe you Enlightened or possibly perplexed or your peace of mind. He's no that the author of every post we talk about has specifically granted His permission to do so a business back Ramon also had trouble with that maybe ha You're not stopping us up. You have not been vindicated All right Our first post is from your naughty nymph who wrote the importance of mindfulness in routines and rituals I like this one.

Yeah, she says at the beginning of our dynamics sir introduced a morning ritual I appreciated having it put a genuine smile on my face It seems that for me there is a life cycle with this type of ritual in the beginning There is excitement built strictly around the newness after the newness wears off comes the enjoyment from the familiarity of it At some point the reason the routine was created no longer enters into your mind It's still performing the functions, but the mindfulness required to set the intention for the dynamic becomes lost a few days ago I began the ritual just as I had over a hundred times and I paused I wasn't focused on him I wasn't focused on the meaning of the words. I was only focused on the routine I spent a few minutes considering him my submission where we were when the routine first began and where our dynamic lays today I promised myself that I would always be mindful at this time and focus on the intention of the ritual I owe it to him to us and the dynamic Real quick, I love this by the way, but we may want to for those who are not familiar We may want to explain what a late morning with ritual would be or example very good. Go for it So like a lot of times in a DS relationship Rituals would be something like in the morning, especially if you live together so you get up it would be like This is if we get up if their dominant prefers coffee they get up. They would do you know get their coffee Prepare the way they want it presented to their dominant in a particular Recite words in a manner that they've been instructed and that would be their start of the day So that would be an example of one ritual and they would do that every morning the same way in the same manner And I would just be the start of how we're connecting and keeping the freshness of that relationship So what we're talking about is when the freshness starts to become not so fresh Just sprinkle it on your DS relationship and it'll be crystal clear Okay, I use the word right no fuck off.

I really man as somebody who gets distracted really easy. No I Go through a lot of these just in myself I mean this isn't necessarily just the relationship I mean we have a lot of things that we start to do and there's that that like really dedicated phase where you know What it's about and every time you say the words or you do the thing that you're doing that it has that kind of passion for you And there is a light I absolutely agree with the poster that there is a life cycle to that to where you're either going to have to Reinvent that ritual that you do or it will just continue to lose its meaning and then it'll be ritual and like the poster said in the post that It still had an effect It was still that recentering that that they had with their dominant and it still had some of the effect because you were doing the ritual But the meaning started to get lost and what I found for myself is once that meaning starts to really get lost And then all of a sudden I'm like why am I doing this and eventually my brain will make excuses out of it So for me, it's kind of like that Sanman dollar thing, you know that I do that I know that I have to kind of reinvent that process every time like my example right now is the diabetic thing, you know I was pretty diabetic, I'm like fuck it I'm not gonna be a fucking diabetic and every time I said fucking I'm not gonna be a diabetic that I thought about being a diabetic And I thought about not wanting to do that because it would be bad for me, you know And then I've just noticed in the last two weeks I'm now eating some shit that I shouldn't be eating and I say the words fucking I'm not gonna be a diabetic But it doesn't have it doesn't have that passion anymore. It doesn't refresh that so now I have to revisit the meaning of what it means To be a diabetic and rekindle that relationship with that ritual with myself and that's basically what mindfulness is It's being in the moment. It's being 100% mindful of what you're doing in that moment And I mean I certainly don't have the same kinds of rituals as the poster But there are things that I do with my the guy that I see with creative explorer and It's cute though because it's like you never do every time and it's funny because you always search for the right word for it Just like creative explorer.

That's a fucking name I don't know what else to say, but we do have things that we do pretty regularly and Surprisingly I find my mind wandering and at weird times like he'll have he'll grab my hair and start fucking my face Because that's one thing that's done at a certain time in our when I come over and What I say I said not regular rich fucking awesome I've been doing this all wrong. I'm like at this time. You will hand me my drink and say sir I didn't know you should just schedule the fucking rape of a face fucking creative explorer fucking rocks Guys my new fucking hero That is it. I'm sorry.

I even started Don't you spray by me? You know I was paying your domicomple man So I can do together yes So I'm finding my mind wandering thinking about my knees and they're hurting and where do I put my hands and everything and at some point And this is it's actually kind of embarrassing. It was a few months ago And I realized wait a minute I I totally get off on having this done to me. This is supposed to be amazing Why am I not excited and I started thinking that I'm I've let my mind wander I've let my mind just completely lose the fact that I'm sitting here doing something that I was supposed to enjoy and of course That's all it took is I started thinking about it and I immediately got excited and thought okay Well, I need to do this and I recognize that I was doing it in other areas now that I was on my radar I started looking at other things and realizing you know I really am letting my mind wander a lot because it has become normal for these things to happen I think we're just hardwired to be that way that we're human beings and we won't always be in the moment Our minds are wandering to what we should have done differently what we need to do in the future or we're in the moment And like me I'm thinking about how much my knees are hurting and where I'm gonna put my hands So I totally left this post is one of the reasons that I picked it.

I thought I I'm gonna have to end up talking about this and creative explorers gonna hear me next time He's fucking my face. He's gonna be like are you paying attention? Are you paying attention? Are you paying attention?

Are you paying attention? What I like about what you said is something that I think is really important because a lot of times when I self-sabotage and other people Self-sabotage is they say once that feeling's gone you're not gonna get it back and that's bullshit You can't get it back You just have to reinvent that moment you have to revisit that moment and revisit those intentions and yes It does take a little bit of work But you absolutely can and this goes for your relationships we hear about this in relationships all the time that and that's one of the things That's amazing about the kink lifestyle is there are so many wonderful ideas and ways to rekindle a relationship So maybe the ritual of getting the coffee a certain way has run It's kind of course, but maybe you can adjust that ritual to then make it new and creative and interactive and exciting Well, I think also this this can branch out to a non-kink world as well Like just the whole idea for this post is the idea of the mindfulness is bringing it back to because she's talking about Serving her sir and taking it back to that place where she is happy and content and that is with any relationship kink or non-kink If you say the words like much like we do to most of our loved ones If we just say I love you to our loved ones those words just become words Sure And if we do not think about the feelings and emotions and commitments that are behind those words and we just they become just words And they become you know every day if it's it's the mindfulness that when you do say I love you to somebody and you mean it That is the importance be it kink or other words It wise be mindful of with your emotions and feelings when you are dealing with your your relationships Absolutely paper doll. Yeah, I was just thinking you know, it's not it's definitely not a problem That's limited kink and you're just saying that too, but I mean there's a form on on reddit for dead bedrooms Which is basically a dedicated to people that are in marriages or in relationships I'm like I'm like completely different route on that one. Yeah, I mean there's probably reasons for that But I mean let's by and large is people who are in relationships They are willingly wanting things to be good, but they're just not feeling that spark And so kink I think we think oh everything's different because I have all these different ways to play So that should automatically make us not fall into those same dead bedroom traps But that's a myth I think a lot of it is you're comparing yourselves to this idealized view of what a relationship is and sometimes When you're in those moments where you've got to routine that that sounded so hot on paper and for a long time sorry I'm not meaning I'm eating it all That sounds good on paper A lot of shit sounds good on me, but the idea of like you Okay, now getting really out of my own But the idea of like you're told this thing it sounds really cool.

You're still into it I mean I'm sure face-fucking is awesome with this guy regardless of like when you're feeling the limitations of knees and hands and all that stuff That's normal, but the idea of feeling bad about it and sabotaging and deciding now I probably shouldn't do that anymore There's probably a different way to do it and just being a little creative and knowing that you do have those other options And not trying to be this idealized version of you know king can I have to do these routines like I would just say don't become a slave to it I think a lot of king people feel like they have to be the biggest baddest whatever and the best of the best of this But that's all in your head. You know sure anyway And I think it's also really important to say that the easiest way to not have this workout is to not communicate with your partner If this is a relationship issue Yeah, that if you don't tell them that you are having these feelings and I understand it's an awkward thing to say I'm sure I'm sure Kathy doesn't want to look up at creative explorer and just say you know I'm kind of distracted while you're raping my mouth Well Like He's like oh I understand But I think no, but I think it's just really important that if you don't communicate your son Period. Yeah, you have to you have to have that because really important I mean in establishing relationships do I think I started out with a lot of routines in my existing relationship of rituals of like I will send photos, I will do these things, I will, you know, text, I mean we still text morning and night, so that's like the good morning and good night, but picking and choosing which routines are still working for you and deciding, hey, that doesn't work anymore is totally valid, so. Good point.

Good post. I'd say we should take a break and find out what's happening with unger. Oh my god, we're actually, I know. I'm going to sit at the right way to.

Oh, what's up, what's up, boogie? I love the new happy unger. So, anything going on? Go to the chat room.

Do not smile. Oh my god. You still have those things on his left. He has four suction cup Nerf darts on his glasses.

Oh, I'm gonna go on. Well, we've been talking about blood play a lot and fair play. And now that switched, of course, to the new FET Life rule, but I'll leave that alone. Yeah.

No, we'll get into that. You know what? Let's cover that. Okay.

I was just saying, I don't think it's just a shitty thing FET Life now has introduced that they are going to have to stop blood play pitchers when sex is involved. So there's certain parameters on that, but if you notice how, and I don't, what, even in Scotland. Yeah, you didn't check in with FET Life as much. So it's a thing, but I think it's, everyone understands that this isn't about FET Life, this is about the credit card companies that process the money and you want the money, then you got to kind of listen to the credit card companies.

So they've said, hey, this, we don't like this anymore. So they're doing some things. They didn't tell everyone to rip down their pictures just yet. They said they're going to go through people and whatever.

If you have questions, then you can send and ask them to look at the pictures. I would just say just don't say anything until somebody says something. Don't remove your pictures until someone tells you. Yeah.

So I mean, there's trying, but I've actually gone through and looked at and watched all the videos on MasterCard's bram site. Right. And they actually call out specifically body mutilation in the bram thing. Right.

So that's where the question comes in. Right. Well, I mean, that's an important topic that we are. And we're just doing some more shit.

We have to deal with people uptight telling us we can't be. We are, which is why we do a goddamn podcast where as long as we can. Is that what we do? And that's why we want to encourage people in the US to go out and write your senators and congressmen to remind them that we like blood, goddammit.

No, no. We're a bloodthirsty nation. No, no, no. We like killing and drinking and then using that.

No, no, no. That's actually not your off. I saw you. You know what?

Just rubbing it. I don't go ahead. Shoot me. I don't care.

I love blood. I missed bitch. I know you better be careful. Shoot my sound board.

All right. So what's the next? Oh, this one. Oh, this is good bad and awesome.

It's good bad. Do you want me to do it? Yeah. I'm sure.

Okay. So this is from Heather Daisy. It's called you be offended. We'll get some cupcakes.

I want cupcakes. Can everyone just take in a moment and I want you everyone to just kind of take in a deep breath and just pitch your cupcakes. Everyone go. Yeah.

Thanks. Thanks. I need somebody happy. I can just stick my cock in fucking cupcakes.

I just ignored at this point. She didn't get me in the nipple. It doesn't hurt. You hear that?

Your target is the nipple. I'm covering my nipple. Okay. Okay.

So here's what she says. Maybe it was because we were queer. Maybe it was because my wife is trans. Maybe it's because we were wearing adorable dresses or being affectionate in public.

I don't know what caused a strange woman waiting in line behind us at the bank to tell us that we were offensive. Oh, sure. We can get up with all sorts of things we wanted to say back. I decided on a simple.

We're in a public place and you're allowed to be offended and turn back to give my princess the love and attention she deserves. It's hard to be kind to others in the face of their own rudeness and disrespect. Whatever the reason she felt offended by us, it caused her emotional pain. And while holding onto that pain is her choice, it costs me nothing to hope that she finds love and compassion in her life.

Tonight Maxie and I will show each other love, enjoy the hobbies and the time we spend together and maybe get some cupcakes because you know what goes good with compassion? Sweet delicious cupcakes. Bravo. Bravo.

Bravo. I think this was from a hate-er point of view. And when I say hate that self-righteous hate that you want to hate everyone that hates you and you want to hate everyone that hates other people. And I think it's amazing when you have those moments and I've had those moments.

I've had one of them today where your reaction is to just respond to a piece of shit like there a piece of shit and there's that sexy fucking I'm just want to end your fucking life with my words kind of thing and just watch you crumble and whatever. And I've learned as a hater over the years it never happens. Nobody ever turns around to me and goes oh my god you have a slate me. I realize what a piece of job would I go kill myself right now.

I dream but it never happened. So all that becomes is my hate. That becomes my reaction of hate to the other person. And so I'm not saying I'm not saying I don't throw back.

But I'm saying in this case they gave themselves the ability to get away from that hate because that's what the person was trying to do. They were upset. They were poisonous. They wanted to take out their shitty life on this couple that was happy and showing the world that they're happy to be together.

And they didn't give that power exchange and they just turned and focused on their cupcakes and I thought that was just some real hero shit. And you're not going to talk about your situation? What my situation? That made you.

Well let's just say I have some people in my family that don't like me and have made it very clear that they don't like me because they just can't handle all this. And so one of them just literally I had my Princess Leia picture up. You know my goodbye princess where I talked and I talked on the show about it when we did the little tribute to Carrie Fisher. And I said hey this was the first woman that I looked up to.

I had a shitty abusive mom. My sister was a fucking train wreck. I didn't have any female figures. So I made this thing that the thank you so much.

This person really was my first look at a positive strong female role model that I had and that really affected me throughout my life. So I put that up and this person just lashed out. Just like two weeks later she must have been drunk or something. And she's like you're a pornographer and you're a liar.

I was like fuck bitch what's up like you got going on in your life. And so instead of you know I might have been a little passive aggressive about it but my normal response of wanting to tear this person down I know she lives with the family member that I care about and I know that he's getting it worse because if she's lashing out at me he's getting it worse. So I was able instead of going out her throat and saying you fucking this or that or whatever I just said hey you know it's nice to hear from you and see that you're still focused on being a happy positive person. And you know some hugs for you which for me was about the nicest you know me that was my cupcake moment where I said I'm not going to let this person drag me down.

Obviously they're really unhappy and that sucks for them. And it sucks for the person that it's going to affect. So I just called the person that I knew was going to be affected and just left a message and said hey you know what I love you I'm thinking about you you're a good person because I know that she's going to fucking give it on him. But the ability for me to not be fucked up about that all day and to see you than to hate that person and to whatever that's what forgiveness is for me.

It's not like letting you still hurt me. It just means that I've given up the right to hate on you because it hurts me because it just bucks me up. So it doesn't mean you're a cool person doesn't mean you're not still a dick. You're a dick but I don't have to I don't have to live in that hatred of you because you don't care you're busy with your hatred for yourself or whatever.

Boogie. What? I don't say this to you often. Oh shit.

I have nothing to add because that was quite frankly a very cogent argument. Oh really I got nothing to say. That was very well said. You look very scared.

I don't trust you. And well you shouldn't. I'm not going to make any comments after that. But anybody else like to make a comment of a situation where they.

You know I'm leaving it that it could. Yeah. We got P.P. News.

Nope. Nope. Does anyone have an example where they feel good about it? We're all stunned by your ability to give us such a great I like I like how flinchy he is.

But I know because you pull out that damn. I trust none of you. We need to tell you about my guess news. I don't know what you're saying.

I don't know. You get the answers. I'm. I can't do a smell toast.

It's my old girl. There you go. Don't be on the snorkeling. Time is brain.

Time is brain. Who is having a stroke now? What the fuck? No, time is brain.

It's part of the longer the time. The more brain you lose. Oh, it's actually a thing. It's a nurse thing.

This is nurse abyss here. She's laying some wisdom on. I have no idea what's going on. We have brains.

You know what? What tonight is going to be. Oh, I'm so glad that came out of you. So glad I came out of you.

I'm really excited. Giggity. So yeah, brainstorming meeting tonight, after for those of you that are in the chat room right now. On guys, everyone know that they're sticking around with some of these people sticking around with the brainstorm?

I mentioned it a couple of times, and I will continue to mention it. All right, and hopefully some of the people in our audience. So every six months, we're just going to have open doors, open doors of threshold. I mean, an event.

Because we've got nothing. Because we've got to come up with a whole show every week. So we really wanted to have brainstorming where everyone comes in and says, hey, I'd like to hear you talk about this or that on the podcast. And we have all our segments or whatever.

So we're going to gather around. Hopefully have some ideas that aren't just more, more, I'd like more fucking, please. You know, if that's the idea, I will, I'll do my best. Step up to the point.

I will step up to the point. Put some extra things in people. Put things in people. I love that as a suggestion.

I told you, I have the one guy that literally, like it's his ritual, like every nine, 10 weeks, we'll go. More spanking, please. That's pretty much all they say. And it's always like birthday spanking.

Please, more birthday spanking, please. Thank you. And that's it. No, thank you.

No, hey, like the show just more spanking, please. I like how that's the point you go. That's the point. That's the point.

Well, it just doesn't sound as cool as like, hey. More sparkers, more sparkers, more sparkers. So, OK, so we talked about this segment is eating a bag of shit right here. People want to know.

Oh, that was still on the arm, you suck balls. Not yours, then. Oh, oh, oh. But the memory will live on in your heart and heart forever.

Hard and hard. Sadly, shall we? We have our kinky gaming party this Wednesday. That's going to do last, last month.

I think of this was out of town. Do you? Yeah. Well, we have a gaming night now.

And it was awesome. I mean, people showed up the entire night. It's a kinky gaming night. There's a huge difference.

Why don't you explain what it is? So we set up the main room by we, I mean, boogie. He said the entire main room. Showed up.

He tabled everything, turned up the lights, and there was all kinds of gaming going on. And all kinds of kinky going on in the small rooms. So people were playing. It was kinky decent.

It was kinky decent. It was. Well, people could hear what somebody like, I forget where we can call on the show. Anthony.

Anthony, OK. He was just excited because it was like just nerd fix from hell because like he's gaming and playing board games and stuff like that. I don't know what the other way. I'm all the role playing whatever games in the main room.

But you could hear spanking and people moaning in the background. And it's like just for like nerd. I have a feeling because we are now on meetup. So we have people that are coming to the dungeon because we're on meetup.com now.

We have a meetup for this event. We need to talk on forward slash perverted podcast. And people have signed up to say they're going. And it's just so I have no idea what the point was.

I don't know. I have no point. You started a meetup group? Yeah.

Look at you. Look at you. I don't know. There's a point.

But anyway. It was the issue between. Well, yeah, they do is because a lot of these people just do regular gaming nights. And they go because people love board games.

So they go out and they go to the actual gaming nights. But the fact that it's like a gaming night in a dungeon with kinky stuff, I think people are just like. I'm going to laugh if like it's like they see dungeon. And it's going to be like the role player.

And they come in like full like. And it's like my people. Like they're like they're like they're shopping like full like chain mail. Fiking.

And they're like, ha, ha. And they're like, wait, this wasn't the kind of dungeon I thought this was going to be. Come on in. Kat, you'll put a finger in your pooter hole.

It'll be great. Why are you always got me put fingers in the hole? Play some cards against humanity. finger in the pooter holes.

Hyper village vigilant you and I, because we're going to get all kinds of strange people walking. I love it. Sometimes love is less than nice. You may need some fucking advice right now.

And it's really important that we remind you that we are not therapists. He really isn't. No, absolutely not. He is absolutely not.

As you guys still don't take the challenge. Just ask me a question. Anyone get up into that microphone and ask a therapy related question. And I will give you amazing information back that will change your life.

I will change your life. Are you certified? Please get certified for what? To give therapy by the state of California.

Man, that's all semantics and shit. It's actually exactly what it is. That's fucking, no, look, I'm pretty cogent. No, you're not.

Did I use the word right? Shit. Whatever. Get out of this.

Caitlin wrote to us that she asks, what's the difference between age play and age regression? I'm so confused. My little age is from four to eight. And sometimes I get told I am not little enough.

I've recently gotten more into the lifestyle. And sometimes I feel like I don't fit in. I know. Who the hell is telling her?

Who's so little enough? Doo-shoo. OK, so first I want to get because we have representatives from the little community to give us. Did you ride them with stickers and cookies?

Glitter. Dazam glitter. Putting in lollipops, I did. So first we have Bell and Bunny.

Can you please give a kind of the difference between being a little and what is age regression? Well, we were actually discussing it before the show because it's actually a hot topic in the age play community. And regression is usually used for when actual therapists bring you back to a certain point in your childhood. And you are reliving that part of your childhood where age play and middle space is more sort of making it your own and being yourself in that type of place.

It's real playing, isn't it? Age play? Kind of because a lot of us still, like I always have my little part. I'll go around and tell him I'm not going to want to play with that glitter over there.

I go like this in this Disney music. It was playing with Sinead. It was playing with Sinead. I like squishy things.

Yeah, but it's still there. But it's not the same as regression. This is hard. It's hard to explain.

So regression would be more like when you get into that space where you literally, because like, you have the puppy play. Can you say you do that with him? When they go into that pet space or that puppy space or whatever. He's an altered state for him.

It really is. They don't even remember the other thing. That would be more like what regression as you become that. Not really.

It's that would be more little space. Just like there's puppy space or subspace where I mean, like by me was saying is my little is always sort of a part of me. But then when I'm actually in like having a scene or surrounded by other little's, I'll get into more of a little space where like my thoughts are that of a younger age. And I'm sort of the same age range as the person who wrote in.

So I'm not super little either. But I'll get more excited or more bratty. You know, a lot of the time comes out. And so my thoughts will be of that age.

But I'm not actually, it's not as if I'm in my own childhood. It would be the regression. Yeah. That's a big difference that we're talking about is like regression is a place in your childhood.

How like you used to be or something like that. Yeah. Well, actually regression, the term, the term regression is an actual medical term. Like it's it's an actual medical thing.

It's with therapists take you to that place. And it's normally to explore like if there was a trauma or something along those lines, they will take you to that place to explore that time in your life and your experiences to help you kind of sort through what happened. It sounds kind of like the same thing, except ones in a clinical environment and ones not. But it is one.

No, one is much, much deeper. And don't we have somebody here who would know better she works in this field? I mean, I can give you a better answer. But let's let Nixie get up into the microphone and give some insight.

And then I want to get back to the post. So correct me if I'm wrong because I'm not a little in the kink community, but I am a therapist in life community. And so I'm an art therapist. And we're very careful with the materials that we use with different people.

Like you were saying, the regression is going back to your own childhood. And for example, if someone experienced a lot of trauma at a particular age, I wouldn't have them finger paint. I wouldn't give them googly eyes and glitter. I don't want them to go back to that space if it's not protected.

But to help ease into it, we might give them crayons, something that's a little bit more structured. And when you're playing as a little, you're choosing to go into that space. You're consenting to go into that mindset. And if that happens by accident and you've had issues at certain points in your childhood or in your past, it can be dangerous and dicey and hard to get out of.

So if you're playing in that little space, you have people around you that can help bring you back. And you consent to going there. So it's just a little bit of a difference in that way. OK.

I mean, also, like for instance, my little space is very different than how I was. That's an actual child. I was tomboyish and more overalls and is running around in the woods all the time because I grew up in the country. Whereas my little space is like pink and tutus and sparkles and my little pony and stuff.

So if I were to regress, it would be taking me back into that tomboyish, like how I was reliving those memories instead of my little space being like this happy, funny. So the little space is more like your identity that you choose for yourself than the other one in the movie. Yes, exactly. And then as far as this poster, who has somebody telling her that she's not little enough.

That's just a shame. Yeah. Whoever, like there's no rules. Like you are who you are.

And that's so cool. And you can view wherever you want to be. Like we have fun all the time. I don't need to have like sometimes I like say like oh yeah, like sometimes I'm this age.

But you don't even have to do that. You don't have to do anything you don't want to do. Just be you and it's cool. I mean, obviously you want to address the, obviously people say things that are damaging to people.

And you don't know the situation. It might have been they might have thought this was an innocent thing. It might have been a sarcastic joke. It might have been anything that the person just didn't know how loaded what they said was going to affect the person.

But it still doesn't negate the fact that this person was harmed by that and that enough so that they have to reach out and go wow, am I supposed to be something? And it might be just I have no idea. We don't know that much about her story. But if she is in a community that is smaller than LA, let's say, she may have just one group that does little.

And that one group is being hosted by one or two or more people who have a very specific idea about what a little isn't what they're supposed to do. And it is wrong to assume that just because that leadership has decided that that's what it is, that's what it has to be for everybody. And that's unfortunate when you are in a smaller community. We're lucky here.

We have so social of age players. But we also used to have the LA little. And they had one had nothing to do with the other and Abyss is laughing because she was in that. Well, I would just tell them.

I would just tell them. Yes. But it was a perfect example of two different groups, two different sets of leaders who thought littles meant one thing for them, although they were perfectly happy to allow it to mean something else to someone else. All I can say to Caitlin is what these ladies have already said.

You can tell those big coo-coo-coo. There you go. That's it. Doesn't get any better than that.

That's very cogent. Thank you. Very good. Very cogent.

Guess what? We're at the end of the show. We have no spanking. Spanking.

We have no one to spank. Who's getting spanked? No, we have no one to spanking. Is there a sign on the board?

There was no spanking. If not on the board, it can't happen. Who wants a spanking? Who?

Who wants a spanking? Nobody wants a spanking. Get up, Abyss. Can you go pull the microphone down?

We've got to have some spanking because that guy asks every 10 weeks. Can you please put more spanking? Can you please make more both of these spanking? We're going to make some birthday spanking and get the hell out of here.

But this has been fun. This has been a really fun show. All right. That's all I like that she just knows to strip down.

That's awesome. What? Whatever. Just let her get her butt up there and scooter back a little bit under the microphone.

Under the mic. The mic. The mic. The mic.

Now that it's under the mic, go ahead and enjoy yourself. Enjoy yourself. Suck a bag of dicks. We have some pent up aggression.

I guess so. Getting red. And her purple andes are so cute. I was very cute.

She's got a great butt. There's more time. There's more time. There's more time.

What does it say? I love it. It says if you were a library book I'd check you out. Oh.

I love it. I love it. It says if you were a library book I'd check you out. Oh.

She knew she was going to get spanked I think. Okay. Why is one of these paddles in the way? I can't even swing.

I know. I'm not going to micromanage your fucking scene. I can handle it. Don't you?

Yeah. That's right. Look at me and take it out of the bottom. Very professional.

There's some red buttching. There's a red little hand print. Is that a teletype? That's my teletype.

That's my teletype. I'm going to get a little bit. I'm going to get a little bit. I'm going to get a little bit.

I'm going to get a little bit. I'm going to get a little bit. That's my teletype. That's my teletype.

That's my teletype. That's my teletype. He's cane and my cookie monster cane. I can get a backswing.

Backswing. There it comes. She's working it out. She wants to put steps up to the target.

Cinderella story. This coming through. 200 par. She's ready to come in.

Oh. She got into that one. And the bottom just has a smile on her face. Okay.

What are we? I see a business hand print there. I literally see her hand print. Give her one more.

There it is. Okay. Thank you. Oh, then hugs.

And then big hugs. And that's. That is our show. Thank you.

We have to create. They provide this playground for us to record in. I'm going to get those last samples. They're surrounding areas.

I literally died this time. I'm so messed up. I'm so messed alone. I'm stuck in blue concrete.

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Yeah, welcome. I'm a good person. How'd you get to that chair? You're a busy myself.

Thank you to everybody for listening in. Thank you. We will see you next week. We're going to have a brainstorm meeting and hopefully come up with some really good, wicked crooked shit.

To make it happen. I love you guys. If you have questions, comments or ideas please email us at pervertedpodcast.gmail.com and visit pervertedpodcast.com. No.

I could be in trouble over my shit. Maybe I could be in trouble. I'm going to do it. I'm going to do it.

They're going to be the rematch. How'd you know with something current? I can't. I can't even know.

Let's make some Joss quotes next. quotes next. Maybe E.T. Fish in the water.

You actually did it. Shot it going in the water. We go in the water. So greatest monologue in a fucking movie ever.

By the way, go see John. You and I know what we're talking about. Let's just do it.