Signs by Defne Kartal

Signs Defne Kartal I don’t believe in signs but I doI beg for them daily, and when they arrive -A postcard, a dog, a friend, a group of musicians, a Canadian -i don’t do what I think they’re telling me towhat are signs for?I don’t believe and I don’t know, I don’t know, so I don’t believeInstead, I conjure up an image of youWalking away through the crowd,I follow youEyes closed in my bedI hold youI look in people’s windows, says the poetI always, always, always doLion-faced truth-speakerNothing to see, if I can’t find youbut can anyone prove to me please,show the signs to me, pleaseThat my world has known you,And the world as I know it, still holds youin a corner where I don’t see, there you must be(Here’s a solace: Object permanence)What did you have for dinner today and who did you talk to?You must have gotten my letterdid it break or mend somethingAnd do you - believe in signs, the way I do?ask for them find them hate them love themask for them again, againagaindo you?More from Defne Kartal ↓@defnewrites on Instagram