Sitting Under A Tree, December 11, 2018

I fucked up yesterday and snapped at a friend, I was upset with my own performance on a show, but hadn't admitted it to myself. I guess I was trying to sweep it aside, because the performance wasn't so bad that I bombed or whatever, but when my friend off-handedly compared me to the other act on the lineup, it really upset me, which forced me to think about why I was upset. How could I have honestly been happy with my performance if all it took to make me freak out was a light-hearted jab? Anyway, I probably think too much.