Someday Is Here | Season 2: Still Unfinished | Episode 3 | The Season I Almost Lost My Marriage and What Staying Actually Took

I have never talked about this publicly before.During one of the hardest seasons of my life I had a newborn, a two year old, and a seven year old. I was nursing and failing at it. I was drowning in the mental load. My husband was finishing his master's degree and was there but not really there. And I was struggling with postpartum depression without even having a name for it yet.So I left.In this episode I talk about what that season actually felt like from the inside. The Facebook photo that broke me. The guilt I carried. The relief I didn't expect. And the husband who never stopped showing up even when I walked out the door.This is a story about postpartum depression, about marriage, about what it looks like to lose yourself completely and find your way back. And it is for anyone who has ever felt so lost they didn't know how to stay.You were never the only one.